@Redneo Im having a hard time remembering that comment, but I believe when I say dogs, I was referring to people who will fuck a mate simply because they have an opportunity, the selfish attitude that many people are infused with, stems from greed and the animalistic nature within, and when I say dogs, I mean all men and women that I look down on as an evolved human being

She'll crash!

@Rockets no, no, you didnt say dogs. I said that as an example of...

let me scroll back @Rockets

@Kazemaru you never talk about politics with people especially women

@Happy Humble Hermit wrong! One can talk politics with women when you desire to trigger her

@Rockets you said "@Redneo I live by the heart and mind not bound to definitions, definitions are just there to give you an idea, I feel it's to const4raining to be bound by them, and choose a more limitless path(bearbeitet)" - i used that definitional stuff to make a point about having to define your terms espacialy if they deviate from the norm

Girl came in late to class and this cuck got out of his seat and walked across the room to give her his seat. I can't handle the soy I'm getting second hand cuckery just watching this shit

hm

@Redneo Gotcha, I think it's hard for me to explain because I don't think normally

My mind is weird, seriously

Cuckery! <:AAAAAAAAAAA:371489826366554112>

@Rockets hey, mine is, too

I think in feelings and imagery and concepts and mix and match yadda yadda yadda, hard to explain

my last girlefirend - that was, what, 10 years ago since thats over - allways went into dragging me into sex if i talked politics or science

@Happy Humble Hermit you should have shouted to him *"would you do that for me?"*

just a bit of advice, im not saying you SHOULD be with a girl, but if you are and want to have sex, talk about something that goes above her head or that she doesnt want to talk about

You're in college? 2-year or 4 year?

@Happy Humble Hermit

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What are you major in, bro?

Guess

@Rockets my parents had me diagnosed with aspergers back then... of course, they saught out the psychiatrist that agreed with them so take that with a mountain of salt, espacialy as later pschologists and such disagreed

Computer Science?

Engineer?

Yes

Awesome. I used to go to 2 year college for it but things when downhill.

I'm trying to get out of being unemployed.

it's probably like, I don't define myself as any ONE thing you know? I read philosophy when I was young, and remember defining myself as a Stoic, vs hedonist, but I've become something else in my old age that the old definitions might help understand, but not completely. After youve crossed some lines and boundaries, I feel like there's just even more boundaries to break

@Dango_chan HHH was computer science but now he's teaching.

Job market is shit in Detroi.t

i think it was just high intelligence (psychologists did take an IQ test on me, all that ican say, i dont know what my IQ is, but its to high to be measured by the standart test which only goes up to 130) plus depression.

@Redneo screw psychiatrists on most counts, unless you think you want to be a lab rat for fun, stick with good old fresh air, diet, exercise etc. They tried to give me Prozac after I told them I had just given up MJ, I was like you guys are f'n quacks!

@Rockets do you agree project-work is the best for proving to employers you rock?

and im actualy gald to have suffered (well, i still am to a degree, its recoursive, but... i can deal now) clinical depression. Cause, guess what, once youve been through that, there is nothing that will throw you of

@Rockets well psychiatrists are actualy okay. Psychologists and social workers, now THEY are terrible

@machtyn absolutely, anything you can SHOW them, actual web services, apps, whatever. It's good to be able to answer technical questions with technical speak too

@Rockets and there is a BIG differenece between psychology and psychiatry. Psychology is mental, psychiatry is physical

@Rockets yeah i got the technical speak down but i honestly plan on just applying to a bunch of jobs every 1-2 years just to stay sharp in interviewing and what the industry is looking for

and my clinical depression was NOT a mental illness at all. its physical

anyone successfully quit caffeine? i am on day 1 and have an insane headache and super sleepy