but i was trying to be patient with him since i went through a blasphemous phase myself and ended up seeing the truth

I'd beat my own ass if I met my younger self

me too tbh

probably same

i'd kill myself on accident

idk if I could beat up younger me though

i want to bash his fucking head in

i was doing so well i haven't punched anyone in years now

Go pray

also @ElPacho are you confiremed

i am confirmed

though i got confirmed in my edgy phase

hope it still counts

he got confirmed too

Did you mean your confirmation vows when you said them

to be completely honest, i cannot say

i'm inclining "no"

but if i did that today, i would have not an ounce of doubt in my mind

i feel so bad, looking back

@MawLr what do you think

how i did not take seriously so many things

i feel like it's my fault somehow

that he became what he is today

Perhaps

being a bad example and all

most likely

but that doesn't matter now

what's done is done nigga

yeah gotta move on and stuff

though that means it's my responsibility

more than anyone else's

i fear for his soul

and i curse my own weakness

I fear this thing

it'll be ok el

18 is still quite young

he might die tomorrow

he might die today

why, is he terminally ill?

no

it's just always a possibility