Message from @ElPacho
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idk if I could beat up younger me though
i want to bash his fucking head in
i was doing so well i haven't punched anyone in years now
Go pray
i am confirmed
though i got confirmed in my edgy phase
hope it still counts
he got confirmed too
Did you mean your confirmation vows when you said them
to be completely honest, i cannot say
i'm inclining "no"
but if i did that today, i would have not an ounce of doubt in my mind
i feel so bad, looking back
how i did not take seriously so many things
i feel like it's my fault somehow
that he became what he is today
Perhaps
being a bad example and all
but that doesn't matter now
what's done is done nigga
yeah gotta move on and stuff
though that means it's my responsibility
more than anyone else's
i fear for his soul
and i curse my own weakness
I fear this thing
it'll be ok el
18 is still quite young
he might die tomorrow
he might die today
why, is he terminally ill?
no
it's just always a possibility
then its probably not gonna happen
i like to think so as well
yeah we might all die at any point but there is no point living in fear that way
i'd just like for him to see the light as soon as humanly possible
but today i knew, that day was far, far away