Message from @ElPacho

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2019-08-26 03:58:37 UTC  

i'm inclining "no"

2019-08-26 03:58:51 UTC  

but if i did that today, i would have not an ounce of doubt in my mind

2019-08-26 03:59:04 UTC  

i feel so bad, looking back

2019-08-26 03:59:04 UTC  

@MawLr what do you think

2019-08-26 03:59:10 UTC  

how i did not take seriously so many things

2019-08-26 03:59:19 UTC  

i feel like it's my fault somehow

2019-08-26 03:59:30 UTC  

that he became what he is today

2019-08-26 03:59:38 UTC  


2019-08-26 03:59:41 UTC  

being a bad example and all

2019-08-26 03:59:43 UTC  

most likely

2019-08-26 03:59:44 UTC  

but that doesn't matter now

2019-08-26 03:59:50 UTC  

what's done is done nigga

2019-08-26 03:59:59 UTC  

yeah gotta move on and stuff

2019-08-26 04:00:14 UTC  

though that means it's my responsibility

2019-08-26 04:00:17 UTC  

more than anyone else's

2019-08-26 04:00:33 UTC  

i fear for his soul

2019-08-26 04:00:47 UTC  

and i curse my own weakness

2019-08-26 04:00:51 UTC  

I fear this thing

2019-08-26 04:00:57 UTC  

it'll be ok el

2019-08-26 04:01:11 UTC  

18 is still quite young

2019-08-26 04:01:21 UTC  

he might die tomorrow

2019-08-26 04:01:24 UTC  

he might die today

2019-08-26 04:01:29 UTC  

why, is he terminally ill?

2019-08-26 04:01:32 UTC  


2019-08-26 04:01:37 UTC  

it's just always a possibility

2019-08-26 04:01:40 UTC  

then its probably not gonna happen

2019-08-26 04:01:47 UTC  

i like to think so as well

2019-08-26 04:01:55 UTC  

yeah we might all die at any point but there is no point living in fear that way

2019-08-26 04:02:11 UTC  

i'd just like for him to see the light as soon as humanly possible

2019-08-26 04:02:21 UTC  

but today i knew, that day was far, far away

2019-08-26 04:02:30 UTC  

just when i thought it was soon

2019-08-26 04:02:33 UTC  

if you keep living your best life and continously set a good example even when he rebels against it he may still come back aroud

2019-08-26 04:02:46 UTC  

You should live every day like you have to face God tomorrow

2019-08-26 04:03:23 UTC  

@ElPacho just give it time

2019-08-26 04:03:37 UTC  

Sit down with him, talk to him face to face

2019-08-26 04:03:48 UTC  


2019-08-26 04:03:49 UTC  

Be there for him as an older brither

2019-08-26 04:03:56 UTC  

what do i think of what @Wrath

2019-08-26 04:04:17 UTC  

Ive gone through a degenerate phase in high school too

2019-08-26 04:04:37 UTC  

you still are going through one dirty prot

2019-08-26 04:04:47 UTC  

Ive been through this phase because of family issues and i felt vulnerable, that was how i felt i could be stronger