i feel like it's my fault somehow

that he became what he is today

Perhaps

being a bad example and all

most likely

but that doesn't matter now

what's done is done nigga

yeah gotta move on and stuff

though that means it's my responsibility

more than anyone else's

i fear for his soul

and i curse my own weakness

I fear this thing

it'll be ok el

18 is still quite young

he might die tomorrow

he might die today

why, is he terminally ill?

no

it's just always a possibility

then its probably not gonna happen

i like to think so as well

yeah we might all die at any point but there is no point living in fear that way

i'd just like for him to see the light as soon as humanly possible

but today i knew, that day was far, far away

just when i thought it was soon

if you keep living your best life and continously set a good example even when he rebels against it he may still come back aroud

You should live every day like you have to face God tomorrow

@ElPacho just give it time

Sit down with him, talk to him face to face

?

Be there for him as an older brither

what do i think of what @Wrath

Ive gone through a degenerate phase in high school too

you still are going through one dirty prot

Ive been through this phase because of family issues and i felt vulnerable, that was how i felt i could be stronger

@MawLr how?

@ElPacho something may be bothering ur lil bro

i cannot imagine what exactly

@MawLr

besides the void that leaves the heart after you reject God