This is the natural revelation from God.

The bible is God's special revelation.

Hmm

I love it

I was baptized catholic but due to my mothers situation with her depression and poverty, I wasn’t brought up in church

But I believed in god and noticed the same you speak of

When I was a kid I loved nature and animals. I would catch them all like pokemon.

How did she practice her beliefs?

Lol

I was the same

I still love animals and plants

And back then animals were my only friends

@crzmkr my mom?

Yes

Hm well she didn’t really talk to me much when I was a kid, I was alone a lot

Her depression had her sleep most of the day

Huff da

That could not be easy

Where did you find motivation for life?

There are some things I miss from childhood but honestly it feels like the older I get the easier it became, or at least just these adult years

Idk. I tried killing myself twice but they didn’t work out. But after my last attempt which was at 19, I started to discover strength

How?

They were both overdoses from medication.

I ment how did you discover you own strenght?

The first time I overdosed right before I got locked up, but the police that took me in must have found out after they had already put me in a cell. And the second time I was at my ex bfs house but he found out I did and his mom took me to er. But it wasn’t expected bc in both cases I didn’t tell anyone that I did

Oops

Lol

Idk why I assumed that hehe

I wouldnt ask you of that :p

Lol I don’t mind anyway (:

But im glad i wanted to shere

share

i'm not sure that death would be easier than life

Thats the thing

How do u know that killing yourself wouldnt make things worse?

Well, I started thinking about how I was still here after my attempts actually, and the other miraculous things that had happened. But i also went to therapy and did a lot of work on myself too much over my late teens and early 20s

That’s what I believe now @J_G_ 👍🏻

i don't think that awareness comes from nowhere

The feeling of not beeing wanted or fitting in can be deathindusing

But there was also always a part of me that felt I didn’t rlly want to die and there must be a purpose for why I’m here

Right