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Im still working on myself so I know exactly how it is.
I was raised by a single mother and didnt have any masculine influence in my life until I was 18 years old and started working.
It's so good when u first know what u are working towards
Aw I had a single mother too
I know what its like to be constantly shamed for being a man.
How did you take the workplace after that?
take the workplace?
Did you want to be there? How did u handle the situation?
I worked as hard as I could.
and kept working
I think that is tha national spirit you guys got
There were times I couldnt sleep from the pain but you keep going.
Not frok your mother
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What kept you going?
Well my faith probably
Ive always believed in God and got saved on my own when I was a young kid.
That's powerful
As a child I saw the irreducible complexities of nature and knew that it was God's work.
Wow
The bible is God's special revelation.
Hmm
I love it
I was baptized catholic but due to my mothers situation with her depression and poverty, I wasn’t brought up in church
But I believed in god and noticed the same you speak of
When I was a kid I loved nature and animals. I would catch them all like pokemon.
How did she practice her beliefs?
Lol
I was the same
I still love animals and plants
And back then animals were my only friends
@crzmkr my mom?
Yes
Hm well she didn’t really talk to me much when I was a kid, I was alone a lot
Her depression had her sleep most of the day
Huff da
That could not be easy
Where did you find motivation for life?
There are some things I miss from childhood but honestly it feels like the older I get the easier it became, or at least just these adult years
Idk. I tried killing myself twice but they didn’t work out. But after my last attempt which was at 19, I started to discover strength