Message from @crzmkr
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What kept you going?
Well my faith probably
Ive always believed in God and got saved on my own when I was a young kid.
That's powerful
As a child I saw the irreducible complexities of nature and knew that it was God's work.
Wow
This is the natural revelation from God.
The bible is God's special revelation.
Hmm
I love it
I was baptized catholic but due to my mothers situation with her depression and poverty, I wasn’t brought up in church
But I believed in god and noticed the same you speak of
When I was a kid I loved nature and animals. I would catch them all like pokemon.
How did she practice her beliefs?
Lol
I was the same
I still love animals and plants
And back then animals were my only friends
@crzmkr my mom?
Hm well she didn’t really talk to me much when I was a kid, I was alone a lot
Her depression had her sleep most of the day
Huff da
That could not be easy
Where did you find motivation for life?
There are some things I miss from childhood but honestly it feels like the older I get the easier it became, or at least just these adult years
Idk. I tried killing myself twice but they didn’t work out. But after my last attempt which was at 19, I started to discover strength
How?
They were both overdoses from medication.
I ment how did you discover you own strenght?
The first time I overdosed right before I got locked up, but the police that took me in must have found out after they had already put me in a cell. And the second time I was at my ex bfs house but he found out I did and his mom took me to er. But it wasn’t expected bc in both cases I didn’t tell anyone that I did
Oops
Lol
Idk why I assumed that hehe
I wouldnt ask you of that :p
Lol I don’t mind anyway (:
But im glad i wanted to shere
share
i'm not sure that death would be easier than life
Thats the thing