Message from @Szayel's Pooppion
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What kept you going?
Well my faith probably
Ive always believed in God and got saved on my own when I was a young kid.
That's powerful
As a child I saw the irreducible complexities of nature and knew that it was God's work.
Wow
This is the natural revelation from God.
The bible is God's special revelation.
Hmm
I love it
I was baptized catholic but due to my mothers situation with her depression and poverty, I wasn’t brought up in church
But I believed in god and noticed the same you speak of
When I was a kid I loved nature and animals. I would catch them all like pokemon.
How did she practice her beliefs?
Lol
I was the same
I still love animals and plants
And back then animals were my only friends
@crzmkr my mom?
Yes
Her depression had her sleep most of the day
Huff da
That could not be easy
Where did you find motivation for life?
There are some things I miss from childhood but honestly it feels like the older I get the easier it became, or at least just these adult years
Idk. I tried killing myself twice but they didn’t work out. But after my last attempt which was at 19, I started to discover strength
How?
They were both overdoses from medication.
I ment how did you discover you own strenght?
The first time I overdosed right before I got locked up, but the police that took me in must have found out after they had already put me in a cell. And the second time I was at my ex bfs house but he found out I did and his mom took me to er. But it wasn’t expected bc in both cases I didn’t tell anyone that I did
Oops
Lol
Idk why I assumed that hehe
I wouldnt ask you of that :p
Lol I don’t mind anyway (:
But im glad i wanted to shere
share
i'm not sure that death would be easier than life
Thats the thing
How do u know that killing yourself wouldnt make things worse?