I’ve been whipped 20 times before as disciplinary punishment, lol.

Define abuse and I’m sorry also

Not punishment

Abuse whipped

We southern boys know what real abuse is.

I mean my ex cheating on me

I got my ass beat my my mom when I was kid

Then getting into another relationship

And him manipulating me

Your EX LITERALLY BETRAYED GOD’S MISSION IN DOING THAT, lol

This is not big brained.

Like good lord.

I can’t even put into words the shit after that

I’ll cry just thinking about it

https://youtu.be/Jd_vmDLXAIA

My last ex

Please, let E. Michael explain those since you can’t accept my explanation.

I was with him for 3 years on off

God doesn’t give two shits whether we live or die

Have faith in God

He would manipulate me

Every single day

And that's wrong of him

This life is material. It is the journey to heaven. This is not the paradise, our eternal reward is.

No 1 should do that

It took three years to break his spell on me

And then my family life

God

I can’t wait to move out

You have no idea

Im sorry

My mom calls me fat

My mom calls me fat also

A whore (since I was like 10)

My mom calls me David Duke, lol, big deal.

Oh trust me Amanda I cant wait to leave my family either when this is all over with

I was dangerously underweight

I know the feels

I used to eat like 500 calories a day

And I would bike for 12+ miles a day

Why?