Message from @Begone Bolshevik
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Why did god let me try to kill myself
Why didn’t he make me happy?
When I prayed to him and asked him I deserved to live
@Deleted User Because God allows us to freely participate in his mission if we want to or not.
@Deleted User he does but you have to have a open heart and mind
Literally read any Christian theologian and you will understand this.
Why’s god let a 6 year old get the shit kicked of him in a god damn psych facilty @americanaf
Seems to me like if your god is real he’s an asshole
Why did he allow me to get to a point in my life where I thought the only choice I had was death?
You allowed yourself to get to that point, not God.
@Deleted User people choices doesn’t dictate God’s will on his people
How?
I was nice to everyone I met
God strengths us
God would embrace you as one of his own those moment if you returned to him.
So nice I got stepped on and abused
What are we calling “abuse” here, lol
@Markichr I'm sorry to hear that.
Define abuse and I’m sorry also
Not punishment
Abuse whipped
We southern boys know what real abuse is.
I mean my ex cheating on me
I got my ass beat my my mom when I was kid
Then getting into another relationship
And him manipulating me
Your EX LITERALLY BETRAYED GOD’S MISSION IN DOING THAT, lol
This is not big brained.
Like good lord.
I can’t even put into words the shit after that
I’ll cry just thinking about it
My last ex
Please, let E. Michael explain those since you can’t accept my explanation.
I was with him for 3 years on off
God doesn’t give two shits whether we live or die
Have faith in God
He would manipulate me