@Deleted User Because God allows us to freely participate in his mission if we want to or not.

@Deleted User he does but you have to have a open heart and mind

Literally read any Christian theologian and you will understand this.

Why’s god let a 6 year old get the shit kicked of him in a god damn psych facilty @americanaf

Seems to me like if your god is real he’s an asshole

Why did he allow me to get to a point in my life where I thought the only choice I had was death?

You allowed yourself to get to that point, not God.

@Deleted User people choices doesn’t dictate God’s will on his people

How?

I was nice to everyone I met

God strengths us

God would embrace you as one of his own those moment if you returned to him.

So nice I got stepped on and abused

What are we calling “abuse” here, lol

@Markichr I'm sorry to hear that.

I’ve been whipped 20 times before as disciplinary punishment, lol.

Define abuse and I’m sorry also

Not punishment

Abuse whipped

We southern boys know what real abuse is.

I mean my ex cheating on me

I got my ass beat my my mom when I was kid

Then getting into another relationship

And him manipulating me

Your EX LITERALLY BETRAYED GOD’S MISSION IN DOING THAT, lol

This is not big brained.

Like good lord.

I can’t even put into words the shit after that

I’ll cry just thinking about it

https://youtu.be/Jd_vmDLXAIA

My last ex

Please, let E. Michael explain those since you can’t accept my explanation.

I was with him for 3 years on off

God doesn’t give two shits whether we live or die

Have faith in God

He would manipulate me

Every single day

And that's wrong of him

This life is material. It is the journey to heaven. This is not the paradise, our eternal reward is.

No 1 should do that

It took three years to break his spell on me