Message from @Markichr
Discord ID: 711666906586808331
Have faith in God
He would manipulate me
Every single day
And that's wrong of him
This life is material. It is the journey to heaven. This is not the paradise, our eternal reward is.
No 1 should do that
It took three years to break his spell on me
And then my family life
God
I can’t wait to move out
You have no idea
Im sorry
My mom calls me fat
My mom calls me fat also
A whore (since I was like 10)
My mom calls me David Duke, lol, big deal.
Oh trust me Amanda I cant wait to leave my family either when this is all over with
I was dangerously underweight
I know the feels
I used to eat like 500 calories a day
Why?
Because my own mother was calling me fat
The thing is you can’t let other people’s opinions and words affect you.
Because I ate a cookie
U are forced to do that or ur own will?
Can I tell you a secret about your god @Begone Bolshevik
Either way that's emotional abuse
God is all knowing and all powerful
@Deleted User God is a man of mystery, I doubt some sacrilegious apostate has some inside stuff on Him.
I’m trying to find a photo
I was called a fat ass and retarded pretty much entire school life until junior year.
Try being called
I was bullied in Hs and middle school
Stuttering stanely
Look where I’m at now
I stutter also
I often ponder the bliss of death, but I understand and rely on God to keep me afloat.
When my father had his hands around my throat and was choking the life out of me he said “where’s god now huh that’s right the only way to survive is to do things for yourself”
And that’s why I doubt god
He’s never there for me in my time of need