God doesn’t give two shits whether we live or die

Have faith in God

He would manipulate me

Every single day

And that's wrong of him

This life is material. It is the journey to heaven. This is not the paradise, our eternal reward is.

No 1 should do that

It took three years to break his spell on me

And then my family life

God

I can’t wait to move out

You have no idea

Im sorry

My mom calls me fat

My mom calls me fat also

A whore (since I was like 10)

My mom calls me David Duke, lol, big deal.

Oh trust me Amanda I cant wait to leave my family either when this is all over with

I was dangerously underweight

I know the feels

I used to eat like 500 calories a day

And I would bike for 12+ miles a day

Why?

Because my own mother was calling me fat

The thing is you can’t let other people’s opinions and words affect you.

Because I ate a cookie

U are forced to do that or ur own will?

Can I tell you a secret about your god @Begone Bolshevik

Either way that's emotional abuse

God is all knowing and all powerful

@Deleted User God is a man of mystery, I doubt some sacrilegious apostate has some inside stuff on Him.

I’m trying to find a photo

I was called a fat ass and retarded pretty much entire school life until junior year.

Try being called

I was bullied in Hs and middle school

Stuttering stanely

Look where I’m at now

I stutter also

I often ponder the bliss of death, but I understand and rely on God to keep me afloat.

When my father had his hands around my throat and was choking the life out of me he said “where’s god now huh that’s right the only way to survive is to do things for yourself”

And that’s why I doubt god