I feel the same way, man. Now about OCD.

Do you have compulsions or is it Purely Obsessional?

compulsion

always had OCD

used to spend hours doing compulsions

If I may ask, what compulsions?

I'm also generally obsessional

Only if you're comfortable sharing them

repeating the same word

tapping

typing and then deleting thing

*things

I see. Are you on medications/therapy?

neither

been on medication and therapy

but my OCD is pretty manageable now

mainly just Pure O these days

I have Pure O, and probably some mild compulsions, got diagnosed in 2016 after a panic attack. What I have found out is, that I hold emotions with a tight grip in my mind. I can't let them go. I associate negative emotions with pleasurous highs sometimes, like a sadist or masochist would.

Whenever I have a bad day, I start obsessing about things. About everything. I'm 20 and I've genetic balding. I keep obsessing about how I'll look and how I look right now. I've an autoimmune condition known as ankylosing spondylitis and I keep obsessing about that too. On a similar vein, trp thinking sometimes reassures me about my obsessions.

I take medications, and I converse with a guy who's pure O and also who's an author as well is very functional and whom I want to emulate. But sometimes the trp thoughts linger back and I go back to the same person I was on trp.

I have difficulties typing my thoughts, and English isn't my first or second language, so apologies.

Anxiety disorders are tough

Mainly because they fuck up your perception of reality

Definitely

Have you visited exredpill subreddit?

Yeah

Not much there

Th stickies are quite good. But yeah recent activities are scarce.

Is this chat alive again?

I was actually thinking

do you think we should expand to helping incels too?

No incels

Why?

Don't worry about your hair loss. My husband is bald and I can't imagine him any other way. His pics from high school look strange to me. I think he looks much better bald. We've been together for 7 years.

Also, don't stress over your medical condition. I have a genetic blood clotting disorder. I had a pulmonary embolism when I was 25, and I am on blood thinners for life. For a long time I was really depressed over it and then I came to the realization that there are people who have it much worse. At least my condition is manageable and I know about it.

(removed because wrong chat)

Hey, does anyone here have time for a little chat?

I have little rock I need to remove from my chest

it's something not very nice I wrote back in one of MGTOW forums

It was a while ago but still makes me uncomfortable when I said it

I'm here