Sounds like a good friend or an orbiter. Don't want to use the term. But sounds like it.

Anyways, you must feel the cringe entirely. You must remember the moment. Let it be a lesson to you.

I guess so

tbh part of the reason I was attracted to the TRP was my general mistrust towards women at the time

Mistrust?

Yes

In fact, I've had a mistrust against people in general

but maybe the fact that I was attracted to women made me feel vulnerable in that regard so I just started avoiding them completely

I still have the reflex but I've realized it's in most part unjustified

man trp can fuck you up

Amen to that

I've had, still have some, mistrust of women and people in general as well. I've found out, with some help, that it was due to having to repress my emotions or my thoughts since I was a child in some way. And having people who weren't really friends.

I still have issues opening up to people, which trp exacerbated, but one step at a time.

I think I can relate to some extent

You're American, I presume?

Nope

Canadian? European? Just asking for cultural context.

European

eastern to be exact

Oh nice. I was in Eastern Europe a few days ago.

Indian here.

A lot of Indian guys in my uni's campus

Yeah, indian education system stinks. Studying abroad is a good option. I'd do it if I could afford it too.

What country did you visit?

I visited Germany, Austria, Hungary, Croatia, Czech Republic and Poland.

Poland is nice. Been there on a few occasions.

Yeah i wasn't able to go sightseeing there. Back pain ftw. Was in Krakow/Cracow btw

Croatia and Hungary were my favorite. BUDAPEST was amazing.

Been to Krakow too but that was really, REALLY long time ago and for very short time

Krakow had some salt mines I think. Was in the hotel room the entire time, so not sure.

yeah been to those

anyway it's been fun talking to you. I have a long day ahead tommorrow so see you later

Yeah man. It's 5am here and raining. Hope to catch some sleep. Good night. Nice talking to you too.

I did a lengthy-ass post on r/exredpill if anyone wants to check it out

poke

I think I'm mostly cured of this

took 6 months

found a middle ground I'm very comfortable with

wouldn't change it for a thing