Not punishment

Abuse whipped

We southern boys know what real abuse is.

I mean my ex cheating on me

I got my ass beat my my mom when I was kid

Then getting into another relationship

And him manipulating me

Your EX LITERALLY BETRAYED GOD’S MISSION IN DOING THAT, lol

This is not big brained.

Like good lord.

I can’t even put into words the shit after that

I’ll cry just thinking about it

https://youtu.be/Jd_vmDLXAIA

My last ex

Please, let E. Michael explain those since you can’t accept my explanation.

I was with him for 3 years on off

God doesn’t give two shits whether we live or die

Have faith in God

He would manipulate me

Every single day

And that's wrong of him

This life is material. It is the journey to heaven. This is not the paradise, our eternal reward is.

No 1 should do that

It took three years to break his spell on me

And then my family life

God

I can’t wait to move out

You have no idea

Im sorry

My mom calls me fat

My mom calls me fat also

A whore (since I was like 10)

My mom calls me David Duke, lol, big deal.

Oh trust me Amanda I cant wait to leave my family either when this is all over with

I was dangerously underweight

I know the feels

I used to eat like 500 calories a day

And I would bike for 12+ miles a day

Why?

Because my own mother was calling me fat

The thing is you can’t let other people’s opinions and words affect you.

Because I ate a cookie

U are forced to do that or ur own will?

Can I tell you a secret about your god @Begone Bolshevik

Either way that's emotional abuse

God is all knowing and all powerful

@Deleted User God is a man of mystery, I doubt some sacrilegious apostate has some inside stuff on Him.

I’m trying to find a photo

I was called a fat ass and retarded pretty much entire school life until junior year.

Try being called

I was bullied in Hs and middle school

Stuttering stanely

Look where I’m at now

I stutter also

I often ponder the bliss of death, but I understand and rely on God to keep me afloat.

When my father had his hands around my throat and was choking the life out of me he said “where’s god now huh that’s right the only way to survive is to do things for yourself”

And that’s why I doubt god

He’s never there for me in my time of need

I hate the world I live in, but I recognize it is one dominated by Satan today, not God.

Damn

Why should I believe in a god who doesn’t care whether or not if I live or die

Lucifer

@Deleted User why aren’t u dead yet?

@Deleted User God doesn’t allow bad things to happen, people disobey God and do bad things.

Answer me that

God is love and everything good in this world as a result.

Yes sir

Damn we went from talking about films to deep shit

He is not punishing you when bad things happen. Rather, bad men do sinful, ungodly things.

It’s because I called white women retarded, I believe-

I’m a white man, so I feel I can do that, lol.

I was tiny

Cute

That was from a model shoot

And I was fat and got made fun of.

We all have our flaws.

My mom took me out of modeling

Because I lost

I loved modeling

But she essentially told me I was too ugly

That explains why she was calling you fat though.

And I was never going to win

Model people are psycho about that.

It’s an occupation rooted in vanity.

@Begone Bolshevik Your god is love please say something that’s way more funnier

I was fat. U think I didn’t hate that. My own family making fun of me or the entire school? Fuck no, I went to the gym.

I mean that’s hilarious

@Deleted User Disprove any of my points. Don’t just jump around saying “he do BAD THING!!”

It’s hilarious.

I mean I got made fun of In school

For various reason

But that’s just kids being kids

That never really hurt me

The point I’m trying to make is that your god doesn’t care so it’s pointless to worship him

Ya then why are u butt hurt now?

Something about it coming fork my mom

Makes it hurt 10000x more

I’m not

That’s supposed to be my support system

I own up to to.