Message from @Begone Bolshevik
Discord ID: 711668108393447454
I was bullied in Hs and middle school
Stuttering stanely
Look where I’m at now
I stutter also
I often ponder the bliss of death, but I understand and rely on God to keep me afloat.
When my father had his hands around my throat and was choking the life out of me he said “where’s god now huh that’s right the only way to survive is to do things for yourself”
And that’s why I doubt god
He’s never there for me in my time of need
I hate the world I live in, but I recognize it is one dominated by Satan today, not God.
Damn
Why should I believe in a god who doesn’t care whether or not if I live or die
Lucifer
@Deleted User why aren’t u dead yet?
@Deleted User God doesn’t allow bad things to happen, people disobey God and do bad things.
Answer me that
God is love and everything good in this world as a result.
Yes sir
Damn we went from talking about films to deep shit
He is not punishing you when bad things happen. Rather, bad men do sinful, ungodly things.
It’s because I called white women retarded, I believe-
I was tiny
Cute
That was from a model shoot
And I was fat and got made fun of.
We all have our flaws.
My mom took me out of modeling
Because I lost
I loved modeling
But she essentially told me I was too ugly
That explains why she was calling you fat though.
And I was never going to win
Model people are psycho about that.
It’s an occupation rooted in vanity.
@Begone Bolshevik Your god is love please say something that’s way more funnier
I was fat. U think I didn’t hate that. My own family making fun of me or the entire school? Fuck no, I went to the gym.
I mean that’s hilarious
@Deleted User Disprove any of my points. Don’t just jump around saying “he do BAD THING!!”
It’s hilarious.
I mean I got made fun of In school
For various reason