Message from @Mush
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suicide is immensely destructive to those in your life
even a bullet to the head, you will be in extreme pain for a few seconds as your nerves are still completely active
Honestly, you're not even there yet. And if you were, there would be people you can talk to that could help you
And I mean, killing yourself is giving up ALL the money you'd have been making instead of part of it so not sure why it's better
thats why you destroy all the money beforehand
ive thought this shit through incase i ever got entrapped
then don't get entrapped, be preventative instead
I'm talking about future money. Once you're dead you can't earn it and buy stuff you want. You're losing a lot more than some of your money. It's disproportionate
you are leaping to very big extremes that don't even apply to you yet
once your dead the child support ends
So does everything else. For you
im thinking ahead unlike most males
no, you are thinking to extremes, thinking ahead would be taking preventive steps like we mentioned earlier
and if those all fail (With my luck they will) I know what to do
my life is pretty meaningless anyways so if i died tomarrow not much lost
it is really hard to get a girl pregnant with the snip, and if you do want kids later, the procedure is reversible
I was never really suicidal before my dad kept saying he was gonna kill himself and not doing it so many times
now its kinda rubbed off on me a bit
you will continue to get no where if you continue to wallow in self pity, the only way you get anywhere is to try and be more productive with your life.
what self pitty
24 soon to be 25 years has been long enough
No I mean you're acting like you're already on the line for child support
im way past that conversation
im talking about my retarded ass life and how if it ended tomarrow i would have no problem with that
well only you are responsible for your own life, the only way to improve it is to embrace a more positive outlook and get on with it, it's not unique to you, it is much the same for everyone, and if you are really struggling that bad, you need to go and get professional help from someone trained in psychology, if it is clinical depression, you may need medication to help balance out the chemicals in your mind.
whatever
I'm of the opinion that the point of life is sifting through the bad times to savor the good
Find what makes you happy and don't compromise on it, enjoy it as much as you can
I mean like actually happy, not artificial happiness like drugs
If you're depressed and stuff it's obviously not your fault, maybe you can get on meds to help, but getting motivated in the first place is the big problem
I just got switched from a produce position at my job i loved to a lame ass dishwasher position and i want to drink the cleaning chemicals
i want to guzzle those fuckers so hard
thats the underlying problem
im sorry for being a depressed sack o' shit
I've been depressed almost my entire life and I've been through what you're experiencing, I wanted to die every day for years, but eventually you have to come to the realization that the only way out is up
up to the attic?
True. I was driving Lyft and Uber full time for almost a year. At first I loved it but it just didn't pay eniugh. By the time I stopped I hated it.
Now I make aot more money back in my previous field of work
And when I was homeless that was really rough
But only way out was up