Message from @Tersheus
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retard
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Nothing like writing out a resume to make you feel like shit for not having that many interesting facts about you am i right guys
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My first resume was garbage
But I used "extensive online customer service" as a skill from years of trolling
Been feeling weird lately
Don't know if there's a way to exactly describe it with words, but it's almost like every action, every activity, every job, everything I do and encounter on a daily basis in life has become bland, repetitive, restrictive and suffocating to the point it seems as if it lacks a purpose, even though it doesn't, and all the shit I've enjoyed is slowly losing its colors
I do have things to look forward to and be happy about (mainly my own ideas and my faith in God and the future in general), and I most definetely am not "depressed" in any form (even if I were to genuinely believe I was, self-diagnosing and finding non-existant problems in yourself so that others will pity you would still be gay af), but almost everything I do now feels hopeless, meaningless and dull
There is a purpose and a meaning behind everything and I know that, but I think I am slowly becoming blind to it and losing track of my way in life and what I should do
denial is a known symptom
of depression
ok, how are you socializing lately?
Nah, I've been at the psychologist last year, he told me I was fine but "overworked" because my daily jobs are repetitive and I can't find anything new
Also, what exactly do you mean by "socializing"?
exactly that
how is your relation with other human beings
as in
do you go out?
I do have friends, but I rarely talk with them because most of them either have left this shitty village at the first opportunity to do so, or are busy with their own problems
I talk to people when I'm working, but I don't intentionally go out in search of someone to talk to because that seems like a waste of time
I rarely go out if there's like a party or some shit like that, but most of the times it's just to get drunk and dance for some time, then head back; I do talk with people I know if I meet them though
How about
Online?
Don't always have time for that
For me, a list of "friends" on some social network is like saved numbers on a phone - it allows you to quickly find someone you're looking for and start a conversation, but just adding someone to that list doesn't instantly make them your best friend or something of that sort; besides, I wouldn't want people genuinely being worried about my well-being in case I have too many jobs to finish and can't be online
thats too late for that
we all care about you
No need to
Seriously
Caring about someone on the Internet you don't know much about could result in stress, and I wouldn't want to cause someone to be worried over nothing
my dude
i care about life
be yours or any fgt here
if anyone is going through a hard time
caring antd trying to help
is only humane to do it
get it?
Yeah
@KhromosomeKing sounds like anhedonia
But there's no reason to be worried for me because there's nothing wrong besides my shitty worries @Tersheus
Anhewhat? @Deleted User