Message from @π°πππππΎπππππ
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yeah i got an emulator now lad
don't play it much tho
in hindsight that singular event probably saved me from going full bing bing wahoo mode later in life
but damn
not just all my pokemon
but all my lego star wars shit
and my mariokart progress
damn
I know that feel
you wanna know the most bizzare thing i remember about my pokemon game tho?
I somehow managed to beat whitney first time
wat
Fuckin hell my mother.
She does all the hokey pokey with her skinny crack addict boyfriend and she's pissed at me for caring about the wellbeing of her fucking tooth that's been getting a big ache (She is having an appointment about it dw.) and she's down in the garage when it's fcking 37 degrees or some shit like that.
And somehow it's my fault that she's down there probably freezing her ass off with a wool blanket because muh no one cares about me.
It's like she doesn't even realize how stupid she can be.
woah what
Yup lmao.
She also had another crash or some stupid shit.
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Nothing like writing out a resume to make you feel like shit for not having that many interesting facts about you am i right guys
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My first resume was garbage
But I used "extensive online customer service" as a skill from years of trolling
Been feeling weird lately
Don't know if there's a way to exactly describe it with words, but it's almost like every action, every activity, every job, everything I do and encounter on a daily basis in life has become bland, repetitive, restrictive and suffocating to the point it seems as if it lacks a purpose, even though it doesn't, and all the shit I've enjoyed is slowly losing its colors
I do have things to look forward to and be happy about (mainly my own ideas and my faith in God and the future in general), and I most definetely am not "depressed" in any form (even if I were to genuinely believe I was, self-diagnosing and finding non-existant problems in yourself so that others will pity you would still be gay af), but almost everything I do now feels hopeless, meaningless and dull
There is a purpose and a meaning behind everything and I know that, but I think I am slowly becoming blind to it and losing track of my way in life and what I should do
denial is a known symptom
of depression
ok, how are you socializing lately?
Nah, I've been at the psychologist last year, he told me I was fine but "overworked" because my daily jobs are repetitive and I can't find anything new
Also, what exactly do you mean by "socializing"?
exactly that
how is your relation with other human beings
as in
do you go out?
have friends