Message from @noobypropmaker
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but damn
not just all my pokemon
but all my lego star wars shit
and my mariokart progress
damn
I know that feel
you wanna know the most bizzare thing i remember about my pokemon game tho?
I somehow managed to beat whitney first time
wat
Fuckin hell my mother.
She does all the hokey pokey with her skinny crack addict boyfriend and she's pissed at me for caring about the wellbeing of her fucking tooth that's been getting a big ache (She is having an appointment about it dw.) and she's down in the garage when it's fcking 37 degrees or some shit like that.
And somehow it's my fault that she's down there probably freezing her ass off with a wool blanket because muh no one cares about me.
It's like she doesn't even realize how stupid she can be.
woah what
Yup lmao.
She also had another crash or some stupid shit.
retard
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Nothing like writing out a resume to make you feel like shit for not having that many interesting facts about you am i right guys
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My first resume was garbage
But I used "extensive online customer service" as a skill from years of trolling
Been feeling weird lately
Don't know if there's a way to exactly describe it with words, but it's almost like every action, every activity, every job, everything I do and encounter on a daily basis in life has become bland, repetitive, restrictive and suffocating to the point it seems as if it lacks a purpose, even though it doesn't, and all the shit I've enjoyed is slowly losing its colors
I do have things to look forward to and be happy about (mainly my own ideas and my faith in God and the future in general), and I most definetely am not "depressed" in any form (even if I were to genuinely believe I was, self-diagnosing and finding non-existant problems in yourself so that others will pity you would still be gay af), but almost everything I do now feels hopeless, meaningless and dull
There is a purpose and a meaning behind everything and I know that, but I think I am slowly becoming blind to it and losing track of my way in life and what I should do
denial is a known symptom
of depression
ok, how are you socializing lately?
Nah, I've been at the psychologist last year, he told me I was fine but "overworked" because my daily jobs are repetitive and I can't find anything new
Also, what exactly do you mean by "socializing"?
exactly that
how is your relation with other human beings
as in
do you go out?
have friends
I do have friends, but I rarely talk with them because most of them either have left this shitty village at the first opportunity to do so, or are busy with their own problems
I talk to people when I'm working, but I don't intentionally go out in search of someone to talk to because that seems like a waste of time
I rarely go out if there's like a party or some shit like that, but most of the times it's just to get drunk and dance for some time, then head back; I do talk with people I know if I meet them though
How about
Online?
Don't always have time for that
For me, a list of "friends" on some social network is like saved numbers on a phone - it allows you to quickly find someone you're looking for and start a conversation, but just adding someone to that list doesn't instantly make them your best friend or something of that sort; besides, I wouldn't want people genuinely being worried about my well-being in case I have too many jobs to finish and can't be online