Message from @Deleted User

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2019-03-10 19:42:48 UTC  

>mfw my dad forgot to remind me to take my stuff out of the pocket

2019-03-10 19:43:04 UTC  

>mfw i never got to play b/w or soulsilver ever again

2019-03-10 19:43:16 UTC  

F

2019-03-10 19:43:20 UTC  

F

2019-03-10 19:43:21 UTC  

Get an emulator

2019-03-10 19:43:25 UTC  

I mean

2019-03-10 19:43:25 UTC  

<:Considering:550596038084395028>

2019-03-10 19:43:26 UTC  

F

2019-03-10 19:43:36 UTC  

yeah i got an emulator now lad

2019-03-10 19:44:08 UTC  

don't play it much tho

2019-03-10 19:45:00 UTC  

in hindsight that singular event probably saved me from going full bing bing wahoo mode later in life

2019-03-10 19:45:41 UTC  

but damn

2019-03-10 19:45:53 UTC  

not just all my pokemon

2019-03-10 19:46:12 UTC  

but all my lego star wars shit

2019-03-10 19:46:31 UTC  

and my mariokart progress

2019-03-10 19:47:24 UTC  

damn

2019-03-10 19:47:31 UTC  

I know that feel

2019-03-10 19:49:10 UTC  

you wanna know the most bizzare thing i remember about my pokemon game tho?

2019-03-10 19:49:26 UTC  

I somehow managed to beat whitney first time

2019-03-11 00:24:44 UTC  

Fuckin hell my mother.

2019-03-11 00:26:29 UTC  

She does all the hokey pokey with her skinny crack addict boyfriend and she's pissed at me for caring about the wellbeing of her fucking tooth that's been getting a big ache (She is having an appointment about it dw.) and she's down in the garage when it's fcking 37 degrees or some shit like that.

2019-03-11 00:27:15 UTC  

And somehow it's my fault that she's down there probably freezing her ass off with a wool blanket because muh no one cares about me.

2019-03-11 00:27:24 UTC  

It's like she doesn't even realize how stupid she can be.

2019-03-11 00:32:14 UTC  

woah what

2019-03-11 00:32:41 UTC  

Yup lmao.

2019-03-11 00:32:51 UTC  

She also had another crash or some stupid shit.

retard

2019-03-11 04:14:09 UTC  

<:Wojak:465443000294703104>

<:Wojak:465443000294703104>

2019-03-11 05:48:22 UTC  

Nothing like writing out a resume to make you feel like shit for not having that many interesting facts about you am i right guys

2019-03-11 05:48:26 UTC  

<:Considering:550596038084395028> <:Considering:550596038084395028> <:Considering:550596038084395028>

2019-03-11 05:53:03 UTC  

My first resume was garbage

2019-03-11 05:53:30 UTC  

But I used "extensive online customer service" as a skill from years of trolling

2019-03-11 07:57:14 UTC  
2019-03-11 17:45:41 UTC  

Been feeling weird lately
Don't know if there's a way to exactly describe it with words, but it's almost like every action, every activity, every job, everything I do and encounter on a daily basis in life has become bland, repetitive, restrictive and suffocating to the point it seems as if it lacks a purpose, even though it doesn't, and all the shit I've enjoyed is slowly losing its colors
I do have things to look forward to and be happy about (mainly my own ideas and my faith in God and the future in general), and I most definetely am not "depressed" in any form (even if I were to genuinely believe I was, self-diagnosing and finding non-existant problems in yourself so that others will pity you would still be gay af), but almost everything I do now feels hopeless, meaningless and dull
There is a purpose and a meaning behind everything and I know that, but I think I am slowly becoming blind to it and losing track of my way in life and what I should do

2019-03-11 17:50:08 UTC  

denial is a known symptom

2019-03-11 17:50:16 UTC  

of depression

2019-03-11 17:50:45 UTC  

ok, how are you socializing lately?