Message from @Busto

Discord ID: 601559936136249354


2019-07-17 18:01:08 UTC  

Either way I'm fucked

2019-07-17 18:03:02 UTC  

Don't go for student loans

2019-07-17 18:03:08 UTC  

They'll fuck you over

2019-07-17 18:03:22 UTC  

I'm getting fucked either way

2019-07-17 18:03:43 UTC  

You'll get fucked harder in the long run if you do

2019-07-17 20:53:57 UTC  

^

2019-07-17 20:54:03 UTC  

College is a fucking scam, man

2019-07-17 21:27:24 UTC  

one I went to was a major scam

2019-07-18 02:17:03 UTC  

Before you take a course: you can ask to test out of it. You want to get you hands on the curriculum ahead of time and bust ass studying before the course begins.

2019-07-18 02:17:21 UTC  

Saves a lot of time and money if you can do it

2019-07-18 02:18:39 UTC  

Its possible to test out of an entire program, but sometimes they will try to trip you up if you go this route

2019-07-18 18:43:31 UTC  

Crafsman is such a nice old man

2019-07-18 23:35:47 UTC  

I finally am going to an interview but its come to my mind that my mother is trying to sabotage me in every step of the way. She is waiting last minute for everything to be done. Her schedule is not flexible and I do not even have a car let alone a license. This right here is my chance to start supplying myself and helping myself to whatever I please. I have been eagerly waiting to be hired for the past couple of months and she is scarcely realizing that I need her help to get what I want and need.

God damn man. I'm so extremely frustrated that I might not even go to the fucking interview tomorrow, but I have to. It's so damn frustrating to know you're being treated like a child, when you're clearly not. This shit has been messing with my psyche for the past couple of months, if not the entire year since I moved down here. I keep revealing my want to try new things and expand, but with this heat, and the lack of enthusiasm to keep pressing forward has been really draining on me emotionally. My mother is all I know down here, I don't have any friends, I don't have any family besides her, and she is restricting me, and I can't break through because I don't have the tools.

Do you boys have these problems to? A clingy mother who's scared her son is about to enter the real world and refuses to let him leave her bubble?

Your boy always gives advice, shitty advice at that, but I ask you boys for some. I need some help.

2019-07-18 23:36:21 UTC  

Yeah <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

2019-07-18 23:36:34 UTC  

My mom is also clingy

2019-07-18 23:37:29 UTC  

@A Pesky Sæxon Eh kinda but it's for a good reason.

2019-07-18 23:37:35 UTC  

I'm somewhat irresponsible at some times.

2019-07-18 23:42:17 UTC  

That's fair but my rebuttal is this; I'm 18. Treating me like a child isn't going to help anybody, in-fact, treating people like children or condescendingly speaking to them is going to make them think that they're a kid. I hate the fact that I legitimately need to act immature to get them to fuckin' realize how absolutely bum-fuck insane they all are. Now, her boyfriend, Matt? He gives me support, he opens the door and he says "If you want to walk through it, use your legs. Don't ask me to carry you through it." and I respect that.

2019-07-18 23:42:56 UTC  

Man I don't know. I'm just ranting my heart out and i'm paranoid over my interview, and i'm anxious over the recent family affairs that's been going down.

2019-07-18 23:44:25 UTC  

I believe you should (if you can) express your feelings and how important it is for you to move forward in life to your mother

2019-07-18 23:53:00 UTC  

I'll see what I can do to get her to know that I really need her to take my job into consideration. I need to communicate to her all of this. I've been holding it all back but man, tomorrow is going to change me no matter the outcome.

Blesses my boys. I'll let you know of the outcome and if I actually get the job.

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2019-07-19 00:54:57 UTC  

No Idea what to do atm

2019-07-19 01:35:15 UTC  

@Coal jack off

2019-07-19 01:37:25 UTC  

And send pics

2019-07-19 01:37:33 UTC  

📸

2019-07-19 01:47:26 UTC  

I do not understand

2019-07-19 01:47:32 UTC  

@nnqlnc explain

2019-07-19 02:11:12 UTC  

Welp

2019-07-19 02:11:23 UTC  

Looks like my luck has fucked me over again

2019-07-19 02:11:40 UTC  

Think the girl i was gonna try and talk to quit her job

2019-07-19 02:12:16 UTC  

So now i can't see if i even stood a chance

2019-07-19 02:12:49 UTC  

Why tf does bad shit happen everytime i gain fucking confidence

2019-07-19 02:13:25 UTC  

It always throws back to square fucking one

2019-07-19 02:13:33 UTC  

Every single god damn time

2019-07-19 02:14:23 UTC  

Earlier in the year, quit my job, was gonna try and hang out with friends more and woops, cps shows up and forces my family to take care of my aunts kid for a while

2019-07-19 02:15:09 UTC  

Last year, think me and my friends are gonna hang out more and woops, friend group breaks up for a bit over a fucking flask

2019-07-19 02:15:44 UTC  

Damn bro that's tough

2019-07-19 02:16:13 UTC  

Summer of last year, think life is gonna get a lot easier now that im done with school and surprise aunt dies of fucking cancer

2019-07-19 02:16:49 UTC  

Friend got upset because one of my friends decided to drink a litlle bit at there place despite the fact that they pulled out a wax pen in front of a fucking mall

2019-07-19 02:17:01 UTC  

Friend wasnt even drun he was buzzed at best