two or three friends in HS

I’m only still friends with like 3 people from school

Two

both are fucking imbiciles and my best fucking mates

I'm lucky to have those idiots as my friends

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My pasty ass got myself sunburned in copenhagen and it sucks ass

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My arm looks like a fucking nougat bar

Poor Danny

Well shit I want to oof myself right now

What happened

Paying for college is a pain

I have 18k in financial aid and only 13k has been processed

But I have to pay 30k overall

So basically I have to pay 12k out of my pocket but I don't have that kind of money so I'm getting a little nervous

Fucking hell

Either I apply for scholarships and hope I win or student loan time

Either way I'm fucked

Don't go for student loans

They'll fuck you over

I'm getting fucked either way

You'll get fucked harder in the long run if you do

^

College is a fucking scam, man

one I went to was a major scam

Before you take a course: you can ask to test out of it. You want to get you hands on the curriculum ahead of time and bust ass studying before the course begins.

Saves a lot of time and money if you can do it

Its possible to test out of an entire program, but sometimes they will try to trip you up if you go this route

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=apNDDnjffuQ

Crafsman is such a nice old man

I finally am going to an interview but its come to my mind that my mother is trying to sabotage me in every step of the way. She is waiting last minute for everything to be done. Her schedule is not flexible and I do not even have a car let alone a license. This right here is my chance to start supplying myself and helping myself to whatever I please. I have been eagerly waiting to be hired for the past couple of months and she is scarcely realizing that I need her help to get what I want and need.

God damn man. I'm so extremely frustrated that I might not even go to the fucking interview tomorrow, but I have to. It's so damn frustrating to know you're being treated like a child, when you're clearly not. This shit has been messing with my psyche for the past couple of months, if not the entire year since I moved down here. I keep revealing my want to try new things and expand, but with this heat, and the lack of enthusiasm to keep pressing forward has been really draining on me emotionally. My mother is all I know down here, I don't have any friends, I don't have any family besides her, and she is restricting me, and I can't break through because I don't have the tools.

Do you boys have these problems to? A clingy mother who's scared her son is about to enter the real world and refuses to let him leave her bubble?

Your boy always gives advice, shitty advice at that, but I ask you boys for some. I need some help.

Yeah <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

My mom is also clingy

@A Pesky Sæxon Eh kinda but it's for a good reason.

I'm somewhat irresponsible at some times.

That's fair but my rebuttal is this; I'm 18. Treating me like a child isn't going to help anybody, in-fact, treating people like children or condescendingly speaking to them is going to make them think that they're a kid. I hate the fact that I legitimately need to act immature to get them to fuckin' realize how absolutely bum-fuck insane they all are. Now, her boyfriend, Matt? He gives me support, he opens the door and he says "If you want to walk through it, use your legs. Don't ask me to carry you through it." and I respect that.

Man I don't know. I'm just ranting my heart out and i'm paranoid over my interview, and i'm anxious over the recent family affairs that's been going down.

I believe you should (if you can) express your feelings and how important it is for you to move forward in life to your mother

I'll see what I can do to get her to know that I really need her to take my job into consideration. I need to communicate to her all of this. I've been holding it all back but man, tomorrow is going to change me no matter the outcome.

Blesses my boys. I'll let you know of the outcome and if I actually get the job.