Yeah <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

My mom is also clingy

@A Pesky Sæxon Eh kinda but it's for a good reason.

I'm somewhat irresponsible at some times.

That's fair but my rebuttal is this; I'm 18. Treating me like a child isn't going to help anybody, in-fact, treating people like children or condescendingly speaking to them is going to make them think that they're a kid. I hate the fact that I legitimately need to act immature to get them to fuckin' realize how absolutely bum-fuck insane they all are. Now, her boyfriend, Matt? He gives me support, he opens the door and he says "If you want to walk through it, use your legs. Don't ask me to carry you through it." and I respect that.

Man I don't know. I'm just ranting my heart out and i'm paranoid over my interview, and i'm anxious over the recent family affairs that's been going down.

I believe you should (if you can) express your feelings and how important it is for you to move forward in life to your mother

I'll see what I can do to get her to know that I really need her to take my job into consideration. I need to communicate to her all of this. I've been holding it all back but man, tomorrow is going to change me no matter the outcome.

Blesses my boys. I'll let you know of the outcome and if I actually get the job.

No Idea what to do atm

@Coal jack off

And send pics

📸

I do not understand

@nnqlnc explain

Welp

Looks like my luck has fucked me over again

Think the girl i was gonna try and talk to quit her job

So now i can't see if i even stood a chance

Why tf does bad shit happen everytime i gain fucking confidence

It always throws back to square fucking one

Every single god damn time

Earlier in the year, quit my job, was gonna try and hang out with friends more and woops, cps shows up and forces my family to take care of my aunts kid for a while

Last year, think me and my friends are gonna hang out more and woops, friend group breaks up for a bit over a fucking flask

Damn bro that's tough

Summer of last year, think life is gonna get a lot easier now that im done with school and surprise aunt dies of fucking cancer

Friend got upset because one of my friends decided to drink a litlle bit at there place despite the fact that they pulled out a wax pen in front of a fucking mall

Friend wasnt even drun he was buzzed at best

I swear to fucking god i just want to be able to say "you know what, I'm glad things worked out" not "finally that bullshit is fucking over can i go back to bei- oh great some more bullshit"

Please

God

Just one bit of relief damn it

Forgot to meantion how my car broke down 2 days after regaining self confidence so the girl quitting her job is just fucking salt in the wound

Fuck this

oof

rip

@A Pesky Sæxon dude, I can lend you money to help you secure a job

If you want

No I don't want to ask for money or hand-outs.

I appreciate the gesture, dude, I really do. But no.

Love you guys

ngl feel a bit down tonight