Message from @Clitzkrieg

Discord ID: 636857707634098177


2019-10-23 03:06:43 UTC  

^

2019-10-23 03:06:54 UTC  

Mee-gook gets it.

2019-10-23 03:08:09 UTC  

It is I

2019-10-23 03:08:13 UTC  

The USA

2019-10-23 06:09:06 UTC  

press charges

2019-10-23 06:09:12 UTC  

he broke your finger

2019-10-23 06:09:25 UTC  

the courts will make him pay for it

2019-10-23 09:22:37 UTC  

Slept a total of 6 hours these past 4 days. I go to sleep at like 10 then wake up at 12, no explanation idk what’s happening

2019-10-23 09:47:23 UTC  

Jesus

2019-10-23 09:47:47 UTC  

You been drinking excessive amount of boomer juice or something boi

2019-10-23 09:52:39 UTC  

@DUBYA DUBYA II try to cut caffeine consumption, drink more water and try to focus on breathing exercises and visualization while laying down to sleep?

2019-10-23 12:27:13 UTC  

Thank you @SheepTeeth, I’ll have to check myself and see what I’m taking in at night, put that in check and do even breathing stuffs

2019-10-23 12:28:10 UTC  

I got two more hours of sleep before my neighbor decided his dirt lawn needed to be mowed

2019-10-23 12:33:09 UTC  

Jesus dubya

2019-10-23 12:33:18 UTC  

Whatever you're taking you need to stop

2019-10-24 01:09:34 UTC  

I’m not on anything lol

2019-10-24 06:28:11 UTC  

@DUBYA DUBYA II it could be stress
When I'm super stressed out or upset, I sleep very little and tend to sleep on a very strange and specific schedule
I haven't had a bad night like that in a long time.
Something else to consider is high blood pressure from too much salt intake. Idk if you have many salty foods or not, but that will also do it

2019-10-24 09:22:33 UTC  

Maybe mosquitoes, too much electronics or something

2019-10-24 09:23:22 UTC  

I'd just tell you to go sleep somewhere outside

2019-10-24 09:23:59 UTC  

Grab a tarp, a sleeping bag(s) and a good friend

2019-10-24 09:25:09 UTC  

Go innawoods or somewhere away from society, make a campfire, eat some canned beans and sleep under the stars, maybe under the tarp if you have to

2019-10-24 09:25:57 UTC  

Make sure it takes a lot of pgysical strain to get to the place, doesn't even need to be far from society

2019-10-24 09:26:20 UTC  

Just go to the other side of town or to another town by foot

2019-10-24 09:26:28 UTC  

Could take like 3-5 hrs

2019-10-24 09:26:32 UTC  

That's enough

2019-10-24 09:27:03 UTC  

After the next day you'll sleep like a baby

2019-10-24 09:27:46 UTC  

The trip makes you appreciate your usual bed, your covers etc.

2019-10-24 09:27:57 UTC  

Works for me everytime

2019-10-24 16:47:33 UTC  

My life is a cringe compilation

2019-10-24 17:17:31 UTC  

same tbh

2019-10-24 23:51:50 UTC  

Think this is the pill I've taken since july

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/637075816618000385/Capture_2019-10-24-16-46-40.png

2019-10-25 00:01:40 UTC  

indeed

2019-10-25 01:28:00 UTC  

I feel like emotions terribly spent. Ive raised a church into a cathedral but I myself sunk in the mud as the result of supporting it.

2019-10-25 01:29:12 UTC  

Why do I feel like I should be recognized? Why is jealousy kicking in? Or is it fear? Maybe fear is masking itself as jealousy - so it can get me to believe everything will be okay.

2019-10-25 01:29:29 UTC  

A simple emotion - within a night, has changed me.

2019-10-25 01:30:06 UTC  

I pushed someone out so far to where I’m just a simple hello now, a fond memory.

2019-10-25 01:30:46 UTC  

It’s my fault. I wallow in my own creation.

2019-10-25 01:32:25 UTC  

This is the final step to absolution. The lonely road.

2019-10-25 01:33:08 UTC  

It’s eerily inviting but I don’t know if I should take that leap and abandon the old and embrace solidarity

2019-10-25 01:33:46 UTC  

I need to confine myself somehow, from these people to prevent further damage.

2019-10-25 01:34:04 UTC  

I wish I could just man up and apologize thoroughly.