Message from @SFM_2046

Discord ID: 508724249347751953


2018-11-04 17:44:09 UTC  

only to bacteria

2018-11-04 17:45:42 UTC  

We're all bacteria.

2018-11-04 17:45:52 UTC  

mind fuck!!!

2018-11-04 17:45:57 UTC  

Embrace your brethern.

2018-11-04 17:46:02 UTC  

Become a bacterium.

2018-11-04 17:46:03 UTC  

JOIN US

2018-11-04 17:46:18 UTC  

sorry.....I go my own way

2018-11-04 17:46:39 UTC  

walks away while the song wayward son starts to play

2018-11-04 18:24:17 UTC  

i just wonder why my ex behaved the way she did or if its common with females. but post break-up, she even made a whole new fb profile. I actually sent a hi whats up message few months ago, and she blocked me as a response. I did not mean anything by it. I wonder why this is? This was some1 I talked to daily for 4 years prior to dating, about games, about life, anything basically, so I thought we could still have some semblance of catching up here and there.

It hurt a lot at first, still a bit but now I am more curious what the motivation for this is? Surely if somebody doesnt care anymore, why go through that instead of just saying hi whats up? i cant really wrap my head around it tbh. Is this a female thing? It almost seems like shes scared

2018-11-04 18:28:26 UTC  

2018-11-04 18:35:39 UTC  

@Blimp Honestly dude, don't worry about it. Move on.

2018-11-04 18:38:29 UTC  

to a women how she is percieved is life......also emotions dictate her reality...take from that what you will....also move on not worth caring about......gotta get those withdrawl symptons gone buddy

2018-11-04 18:49:37 UTC  

dictate...dicktate...dicktaste... i'm ruined

2018-11-04 18:52:43 UTC  

...you guys are weird

2018-11-04 19:07:47 UTC  

I think she is ignoring you because in her mind you are below her now. She moved on im sure and has a new man, which is called monkeybranching. When a women does this her natural hypergamy takes in and now she actually see's herself higher in social status than you @Blimp and so interacting with you would lower her SMV so she is just trying to move on. She could also be pressured by other females to move on because getting back with your x is a "classic mistake" and she doesn't want to be seen going backwards. IDK that's my humble internet opinion, idk you or her so thats my best guest!

2018-11-04 19:08:39 UTC  

^

2018-11-04 19:18:00 UTC  

She sounds like a bad situation bro you dodged a bullet 4 years I feel for you, but imagine getting closer and then her getting squirrelly like that.
(msging her new profile came off as thirsty btw common women flee from thirst almost as hard as they do from responsibility for their actions)

@Blimp

2018-11-04 19:27:20 UTC  

Women are creatures that live by no logic.

2018-11-04 19:27:25 UTC  

life is better when you serve your self...fuck everyone elses vision of use for you......always look for how you can benefit you

2018-11-04 19:28:10 UTC  

but that is no excuse to be a predatory jackass to everyone else in existence......unless you have no choice

2018-11-04 19:28:32 UTC  

#DOWHATYOUGOTTADO #NOFALSEJUSTIFICATION

2018-11-04 19:29:01 UTC  

Wad ap HHH

2018-11-04 19:44:18 UTC  

But i wasnt thirsty i was friendly

2018-11-04 19:44:27 UTC  

We talked like friends way more than romantically

2018-11-04 19:44:51 UTC  

I wasnt asking about anything relationship related lol

2018-11-04 19:45:57 UTC  

But yeah that cold af discard did spin me for a loop it actually freaked me out a bit as in this is not normal but yeah what can you do :/

2018-11-04 19:50:55 UTC  

@Magicalbum yeah basically her fat ugly and single college friends told her not to talk to me she told me months ago. Quite sure she didnt branch but she was looking for sure lol. But honestly generally I have hotter girls approach me. It's just that this one got me emotionally :<

2018-11-04 19:51:05 UTC  

@SFM_2046 wad ap bruh. I'm in the middle of the desert so my connection is spotty so if i drop out its my phone's fault

2018-11-04 19:55:02 UTC  

and with ugly im not even being mean btw, the main fat friend influencing her was like a 4 lol

2018-11-04 19:56:21 UTC  

She might not trust herself, maybe she thinks if she gives you the time of day that you would persuade her to come back, since she was your wife she may still feel that wifely obligation. Women make different moves throughout there life cycle, the college stuff if pretty telling, if she doesn't have a man, then she's probably riding that cock carousel with all those college guys. If shes in college then shes like what 22-26 years old? prime of her life, hasn't hit the wall yet. My exwife left me at 28, she had another man lined up already so i might have been projecting onto your situation. But honestly if you are to have any shred of respect from her, she needs to come to you. Drop her, forget about her, become a better version of what you are now and she'll see what she missed, by the time she realizes, they ussually have hit the wall, and your with a girl who is 2 years younger than her the day she left you. That's true justice my friend

2018-11-04 19:57:01 UTC  

the desert? sounds dope...I made a joke earlier this week about men being basically wondering ronin.......

2018-11-04 20:01:20 UTC  

@SFM_2046 we are ronin. Will make a video about it i just want to read more samurai history first. Why my first merch was a samurai image

2018-11-04 20:01:32 UTC  

yeah we are ronin

2018-11-04 20:02:54 UTC  

I can't really remember much but some years back I read about samurai and ronins......some men may see a mental similarity with it and might help them see things a bit clearer

2018-11-04 20:18:08 UTC  

@Magicalbum I'm quite aware she's riding the carousel. That doesn't bother me. It's more about being such close friends for 4 years platonically, and then a very intense relationship, which ended in.... just nothingness... it's just that something is off about the whole thing. Just looking up some stuff and it deff seems like she was lovebombing and then devaluation/discard.

I do not crave respect from her, or care what she thinks. It's just that the whole thing made me feel like I was crazy and I still feel emotionally tied, which I want to get rid of. That's probably the craziest thing. I just feel like she was an emotional vampire or something dark lol, hard to explain, but how it messed with my head wasnt normal

2018-11-04 20:19:54 UTC  

bro are you pulling a tom(was a guy who literally reached out to all mgtow content makers about his oneitis)?

2018-11-04 20:21:37 UTC  

i feel ya brother, and acknowledging your in an emotional state already gives you an advantage because now you can confront your feelings and work through them, which is more than a lot of guys who go back on the wagon without even realizing what their issues are

2018-11-04 20:22:25 UTC  

oh and justification to get more hits of meth is just withdrawl symptons

2018-11-04 20:28:37 UTC  

wow. okay lol, i dunno what u do after relationships but when something is a trainwreck i wanna know why and how to prevent it. nothing to do with oneitis lol.

2018-11-04 20:30:21 UTC  

but yeah I do strongly suspect this girl had BPD or something of the sort that made it such a trainwreck

2018-11-04 20:32:32 UTC  

heres the best advice I can give you.......learn how women are...and decide if you want to deal with that or not in the current standard of society operations.....okay