hehe

unlike my 2D waifu

all the drug usage has not been kind to her.. 25, christ

I've joined late, what country do you hail from? Somewhere over in Europe?

Ah. Thought I saw talk of Europe earlier. My bad

How are Canadian women, then?

That's unfortunate

What, you don't want a "bad bitch"? :^)

pump her full of heroin, let her see it as a favor. but then you get a glorified onahole for a while

although it might be infested

but this kills the degenerate

the point was to use as a glorified onahole, that body heat leaves her cunt pretty quickly i'd think

would not risk it though 🤔

the south is too fat to rise again

"We're here because WE ARE WHITE. WE ARE A PEOPLE. WE WILL NOT BE REPLACED."

*we are white*

*we are a people*

10/10

Not sure if they have yet, but there were plans to take down a Confederate monument in STL as well

I live an hour away from STL.. There's a reason why I avoid it entirely if possible.

Took a friend to the greyhound station, we were both harassed by security while hoodlums were loitering freely - and loudly at side of the doors, staring down any white folk

Always driven wherever, I'm thankful to never have had to experience a series of public transit. The majority being minorities at that point

The suburban, mostly white communities are great. Businesses stretched for miles, prosperous. Inner STL looks ravaged, buildings vacated, collapsed and/or used for drug houses or squatters, roads barely paved etc etc

The drive -through- TN on highways running East wasn't all that bad. Traveled from here to North Carolina and vice versa several times. Southern IL and KY is questionable.

Eh, I'm not much better. In the middle of a disability case over several physical and mental health issues. But the money being used will be to help get me back to work and hopefully back to school over time. I worked consistently from 16-21, it slowed at that point.

Wha

What's stopping you?

Ouch, I didn't ask to feel

Well.. The last medicine combination that a psychiatrist put me on ultimately numbed/dulled everything, including the fear of failing a suicide attempt. Tried, nearly succeeded but of course not quite. They were able to resuscitate. Now the fear is tenfold while everything becomes more miserable and difficult to bear.

Yeah, which is why I haven't returned to one. Been two years or so now

It'll get better. Has to, right? :^)

Slight sarcasm there..

>Voices

Oh no

As long as you're self-aware.

I want to hug you, friendo

Hmm, no contact at all? That's rough

Well, *physical*

Maybe what I should have said is, "I want to somehow take your pain away"

This bleeding heart may not be of a liberal, but it still feels deeply

C-c-c-combo breaker!

But Africa dindu nuffin

*I am error*

Ah, internal affairs. Being new is suffering

Gettin' pretty personal here

Already been doxx'd on 4chan, no one paid

Nothing happened though. 👌

Nah, meant myself

Along with 6 or 7 other people

The world exists as my dick in your mouth, m8

You're repeating yourself

Third-party, literally looked up something and Discord, found my way here

May have been anti-sjw. Should have figured that'd equate to altright

Didn't call u a faggot btw @TheGreatShiniGami

You wanna suck dick that's on you I ain't judging

Oh, nah. Stupid attempt at bantz

Eurotruck Simulator ahahaha

Simulation games are relaxing, I think.

Great escapism

Is anyone, truthfully? 🤔

Soften me daddy

Was this peyote-induced or something?

I'm not following

Eh, psychs are really nice far as drugs go

That defeatist attitude isn't going to improve anything either

"based syriangirl"?

Ah.

Probably a med tech/aide or something

Why would a schizophrenic be a psych nurse? 🤔

Could be security with a cert for passing meds

Like I said, med tech cert

I used to be, would have to be recert

>voices

>claims to be in control

I used to experience auditory hallucinations. It wasn't screams, but whispers. And a lot of static-y white noise

"moves around"?

whynotboth

Being TheGreatShiniGami is suffering

🤔

He mentioned seeking help from a therapist

Oh, congrats on your progress so far Exilarch

I remember one of the medications I was prescribed didn't have a generic, and without insurance the cost was $1,500

The South doesn't believe in mental illness, you should know that

Down with cis white male scum, amirite?

Don't an hero

Eh. Do what you want, I guess. Man, if assisted suicide was widely legal for personal reason rather than only in the case of terminal illness, we'd lose a large chunk of the population

Minorities have it made, we'll be overrun at that point

I'm only afraid of failure, honestly. No one was able to tell me if I died or not, but it was pleasant.

Pleasant being literally nothing

Maybe you only tell yourself that enough until you believe it

Maybe you push people away

I would still like to hug you, friend

Not lying

I'm afraid you'd hurt me if I tried, though

I am frageelay

"grapple" pfffftahaha

Oooh, bringing race into it

You wouldn't let me approach anyway, you don't seem fond of women

You're determined to get that life story, eh?

It's interesting at least