After that, I was out of the system because of Mother remarrying Old Man.

did you tell them about these voices you hear?

Then, when I moved out when I was 18, I ended up on Lamictal.

@Deleted User 57835c2c Yes. Those claims were dismissed.

They said I was "too young to hear voices"

you didn't see a very good psychiatrist dude

And that "imagination isn't mental illness."

@Deleted User 57835c2c There are no good ones.

yeah there are

All shrinks are Jews, Marxists or Marxist Jews.

@Deleted User 57835c2c I don't believe you.

And I'd never be able to afford one that would be decent at all.

I am not yet a psychiatrist but I am going into that field imminently

And they don't give out Medicaid to men in Alabama.

@Deleted User 57835c2c How nice for you.

in like a year I will be one

You do know that means I can't trust you now.

I figured you'd say that, but there are treatments that might help your condition

@Deleted User 57835c2c Yeah, it's called suicide.

I am neither Jew nor Marxist, I am a nordic nazi and I have to keep being a nazi a secret for the good of my career

Oh, congrats on your progress so far Exilarch

But, since I'm a coward.

@Deleted User 57835c2c Sorry, but I don't care.

there are medications for hallucination that are very effective, and they get better and cheaper every year

I don't trust anyone as it is. Shrinks much less.

@Deleted User 57835c2c Not good enough. Not cheap enough.

I'd rather just it all be over for a bit.

I remember one of the medications I was prescribed didn't have a generic, and without insurance the cost was $1,500

That's about how it is here.

We don't have assistance. We don't have options.

The South doesn't believe in mental illness, you should know that

And the treatments don't really work. It wouldn't take away the existential dread from the current problems even if it fixed the voices in my head.

the sort of medication that might help you can cost as little as $4 a month at walmart

@Aeryn Oh, we do.

It's just that we know that there is only one treatment for it. Isolate the infected before it spreads. Liberalism proves that Mental Illness is contagious.

@Deleted User 57835c2c Except I have no insurance, there are no sliding scale doctors who will see me. And every last one is a Marxist who hates white men.

that last point... sadly you're right

psych is pozzed as hell

all medicine is actually

Down with cis white male scum, amirite?

@Deleted User 57835c2c And that's why there's no point in treating it.