Message from @Aeryn

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2017-05-13 23:30:26 UTC  

no worries

2017-05-13 23:30:30 UTC  

when did this all start for you anyway

2017-05-13 23:30:34 UTC  

🤔

2017-05-13 23:30:50 UTC  

@Deleted User 57835c2c When I was seven.

2017-05-13 23:31:01 UTC  

do you drink or smoke?

2017-05-13 23:31:30 UTC  
2017-05-13 23:31:40 UTC  

I used to smoke cigarettes, but I quit back in 2010

2017-05-13 23:31:48 UTC  

when did you start them?

2017-05-13 23:32:00 UTC  

@Deleted User 57835c2c 2007, just after I graduated.

2017-05-13 23:32:07 UTC  

ever smoke weed?

2017-05-13 23:32:44 UTC  

@Deleted User 57835c2c A few times before. It doesn't help with the voices, really.

2017-05-13 23:32:50 UTC  

when was the first time you tried it

2017-05-13 23:32:55 UTC  

But, degeneracy is degeneracy is degeneracy.

2017-05-13 23:33:01 UTC  

14

2017-05-13 23:33:11 UTC  

any other "drugs"?

2017-05-13 23:33:13 UTC  

Since it didn't help, I didn't pursue it after that.

2017-05-13 23:33:36 UTC  

Meh, I tried LSD and shrooms both once, but not at the same time. In trying to fix the shit wrong with me.

2017-05-13 23:33:47 UTC  

Nothing worked. Just a slight ego-death and the Voices.

2017-05-13 23:34:10 UTC  

have you ever seen anyone about all this?

2017-05-13 23:34:55 UTC  
2017-05-13 23:34:59 UTC  

He mentioned seeking help from a therapist

2017-05-13 23:35:05 UTC  

yeah, tell me about that

2017-05-13 23:35:08 UTC  

I missed that part

2017-05-13 23:35:09 UTC  

When I was a kid and when I was a little older.

2017-05-13 23:35:26 UTC  

@Deleted User 57835c2c Meh, not much to tell. All shrinks are Jews, Marxists or Marxist Jews.

2017-05-13 23:35:35 UTC  

what did they do?

2017-05-13 23:35:37 UTC  

None of the medicines worked.

2017-05-13 23:35:44 UTC  
2017-05-13 23:35:46 UTC  

That's it.

2017-05-13 23:35:51 UTC  

did you ever try one called clozaril?

2017-05-13 23:36:28 UTC  
2017-05-13 23:36:54 UTC  

what meds did they try for you?

2017-05-13 23:38:21 UTC  

@Deleted User 57835c2c Imipramine, Luvox, Ritalin, Lamictal 250 and 500mg.

2017-05-13 23:38:31 UTC  

The first three I took from ages 7 to 14

2017-05-13 23:38:53 UTC  

After that, I was out of the system because of Mother remarrying Old Man.

2017-05-13 23:38:56 UTC  

did you tell them about these voices you hear?

2017-05-13 23:39:12 UTC  

Then, when I moved out when I was 18, I ended up on Lamictal.

2017-05-13 23:39:27 UTC  

@Deleted User 57835c2c Yes. Those claims were dismissed.

2017-05-13 23:39:35 UTC  

They said I was "too young to hear voices"

2017-05-13 23:39:37 UTC  

you didn't see a very good psychiatrist dude

2017-05-13 23:39:43 UTC  

And that "imagination isn't mental illness."