Message from @Aeryn
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tell me about Deadhand
That's because of the Scoffield Reference Bible.
I know about samson, deadhand is news to me
@Deleted User 57835c2c You should already know about it. How is it that I'm the only one on this side of things that ever studied Nuclear strategy?
I don't study nuclear strategy much because I am trying to get by in my own life as it is
@Deleted User 57835c2c Well, I don't really have a life. You can ask Jewgene even!
it never even occurred to me to study nuke strategy just like it never occurred to me to study how to shit in a space suit
Other than this.
where does your money come from
I work.
I do private security, so I don't have to do much other than hand out medicine and shitpost.
what do you even do that lets you live like this
hand out medicine? psych hospital?
Probably a med tech/aide or something
Why would a schizophrenic be a psych nurse? 🤔
the security in psych hospitals just tackle them though, not touch the meds. must be something else
@Deleted User 57835c2c No, ibuprofen and asprin. Manufacturing plant.
They're not going to let me be a psych nurse.
Could be security with a cert for passing meds
@Aeryn I'm CPR and first responder certified.
I used to be, would have to be recert
But, most of my time is shitposting and being stuck in my own head with the Voices.
Just because I have a mental illness doesn't mean that I can't control myself.
>voices
>claims to be in control
that's probably a load
that's definite leg pulling
@Aeryn I'm in control enough that I've never had a violent outburst against someone else.
But, you can believe me or not.
They call hearing voices schizophrenia, or being a mystic depending on if you're a fedora or not.
@Deleted User 57835c2c Nope. Not leg pulling.
tell me more about these voices you hear
Alabama is haunted as fuck. You'll find something to believe in down here, even if it's just that the Devil is out to get you.
@Deleted User 57835c2c They scream, constantly.
But I don't think you really want to know. You're just fishing for a gotcha.
one voice? several? male? female? both? familiar or strange?
Some male, some female. A few are familiar, one has a name--but I created her as a counterbalance.
I used to experience auditory hallucinations. It wasn't screams, but whispers. And a lot of static-y white noise