Squid hammered him

I even made a meme

@AKAlexei do you?

Garrett

I think

Ooooooooh

Yes I do

That was the one

"Great Server war" or something like that

Yeah

Battle of General Chat

Part of Christian-Pagan War

I called him "foreskin lover"

a classical battle of server history

When some got sexual harassed

only a few

Yeah

seemed like a good operation

fewwer than most operations

Of course, it was me

I harassed Merc and Deaths Head

Dunno about Alexei

But I think he was too

i think i had a harrem of alexie and death

Oh, I recall that one

Now I remember

I was going to do a porn movie

They didn't want, tho

did someone fail to sound off that they love the Virgin Mary

"Virgin"

I'm not happy in my current relationship

And lowkey just wish I had a reason to break up with her

But there's nothing except I feel unsatisfied with her

It's not sexual, she's a firecracker, and she's sweet enough. It just feels like she's not progressing in life and I am

I don't know if this is just how relationships feel after a while or this is really the end. It's my longest relationship, three years

But then there are other times where it feels like if I am not giving her money, dick or attention then I might as well be replaceable
And when I tell her a weakness that may interfere with her getting one of those three she gets angry- she's upset when I am at work and can't text or call every five minutes, when I need to spend money on my car or just don't want to spend $100+ on a pair of pants for her.

Like, it feels like I am constantly pushing to be the best boyfriend I can, and to still reach my own professional and personal goals.
And all she cares about is her professional goals- I and her fitness are at the wayside to her career.

Idk, I should probably just go to sleep

Talk it out with her
Gauge her reaction
Then sleep on it for a few days

No sense in being with someone that makes you feel this way
But if you can work something out then maybe that's the way to go

I hate waking up overly motivated.

I hate waking up

Coffee

is the answer

that nice fucking shot in the arm light roast

I fuck with espresso in the mornings

I drink espresso with a "normal" coffee mug

yeah

it's weird that caffeine has little to no affect on me

I have regular access to both caffeine and adderall and I trust adderall more but when it's time to go apeshit on something intellectual or research intensive I am all about some coffee

my job requires a great deal of information organization and then constantly sifting that information on short notice (I'm basically a glorified clerk) so stimulants are good shit

As a guy with severe ADHD, Fuck that medication bullshit, had enough of that garbage forced on me, shit practically made me braindead

eh. I take it when I want to, not what I'm prescribed

it's a tool and I use it. I def. don't recommend taking amphetamines daily lol

I'm still recovering from that. The caffeine thing is part of it. but my shit took a major hit. lol

now all that SSRI and anxiety med shit

that's some real trash

Yeah

boys, if you're depressed, it's somethin' in or about your life. But I'm guessing 99% of you know this

I mean clinical depression is real and all that, don't get me wrong

but pills ain't shit

Agreed

Due to my adhd tho, I never been depressed

well that's a bonus

Mhmm

It's also detrimental, I could never feel sad when someone i cared about passed away

I always felt extremely awkward at funerals

and detached

what I feel like at funerals:

Same

the food is fantastic at funerals and weddings, but I hate weddings with a passion

I actively avoid weddings

I go for the food and to possibly fuck some rando bitch if I see any

the second part never happens, but I do like looking at the variety of cleavage and booty they loke showing off

@AngryWhiteGuy as he said, talk to her

You can still change things

It's more of a misunderstanding of her part related to you

Try to explain things

Tell her you need to get up to something that's good for both of you

Clearly she got too comfy about the idea of you ''carrying her on your back'' (my point of view)

You need to say this is not how things work

Oy if yall wanna talk about that kinda shit i am a wealth of info, my wife left me while i was in the army and i love helpin my mates

yeah my buddy married a girl a lot like that and they had a profoundly autistic son and now he's at the helm doing 99% of the intense fucking work involved in that by himself while she lays on a couch and looks at leftist youtube videos all day

beware the trap

Ooof

he may divorce or kill that woman in the next decade, idk

F

"It's okay if I do all the stuff I'd leave you for doing."

-a hoe

I'm bitter though because the one decent girl I had got dunked on by the reaper and all the other ones have been low key serial killer shit

Lowkey worried about the reaper dunkin on my ass

i mean it'll happen eventually

no sense in stressing

no one gets to not do that part of being alive

I ain't afraid of dying, seen too much death in my life. I don't want to die but I'm not afraid of it.
I'm honestly more afraid of getting betrayed again

^ this

same

I... I don't mind dying in some random ditch alone..... I see it as a better option to "losing" the country and homr I care fo

for*

there are a load of fates worse than death.

that's sure one of them