Message from @ottomagnus
Discord ID: 613610195196837899
"Great Server war" or something like that
Yeah
Battle of General Chat
Part of Christian-Pagan War
I called him "foreskin lover"
a classical battle of server history
When some got sexual harassed
only a few
Yeah
seemed like a good operation
fewwer than most operations
Of course, it was me
I harassed Merc and Deaths Head
Dunno about Alexei
But I think he was too
i think i had a harrem of alexie and death
Oh, I recall that one
Now I remember
I was going to do a porn movie
They didn't want, tho
"Virgin"
I'm not happy in my current relationship
And lowkey just wish I had a reason to break up with her
But there's nothing except I feel unsatisfied with her
It's not sexual, she's a firecracker, and she's sweet enough. It just feels like she's not progressing in life and I am
I don't know if this is just how relationships feel after a while or this is really the end. It's my longest relationship, three years
But then there are other times where it feels like if I am not giving her money, dick or attention then I might as well be replaceable
And when I tell her a weakness that may interfere with her getting one of those three she gets angry- she's upset when I am at work and can't text or call every five minutes, when I need to spend money on my car or just don't want to spend $100+ on a pair of pants for her.
Like, it feels like I am constantly pushing to be the best boyfriend I can, and to still reach my own professional and personal goals.
And all she cares about is her professional goals- I and her fitness are at the wayside to her career.
Idk, I should probably just go to sleep
Talk it out with her
Gauge her reaction
Then sleep on it for a few days
No sense in being with someone that makes you feel this way
But if you can work something out then maybe that's the way to go
I hate waking up overly motivated.
I hate waking up
Coffee
is the answer
that nice fucking shot in the arm light roast
I fuck with espresso in the mornings
I drink espresso with a "normal" coffee mug
yeah
it's weird that caffeine has little to no affect on me