No sense in being with someone that makes you feel this way
But if you can work something out then maybe that's the way to go

I hate waking up overly motivated.

I hate waking up

Coffee

is the answer

that nice fucking shot in the arm light roast

I fuck with espresso in the mornings

I drink espresso with a "normal" coffee mug

yeah

it's weird that caffeine has little to no affect on me

I have regular access to both caffeine and adderall and I trust adderall more but when it's time to go apeshit on something intellectual or research intensive I am all about some coffee

my job requires a great deal of information organization and then constantly sifting that information on short notice (I'm basically a glorified clerk) so stimulants are good shit

As a guy with severe ADHD, Fuck that medication bullshit, had enough of that garbage forced on me, shit practically made me braindead

eh. I take it when I want to, not what I'm prescribed

it's a tool and I use it. I def. don't recommend taking amphetamines daily lol

I'm still recovering from that. The caffeine thing is part of it. but my shit took a major hit. lol

now all that SSRI and anxiety med shit

that's some real trash

Yeah

boys, if you're depressed, it's somethin' in or about your life. But I'm guessing 99% of you know this

I mean clinical depression is real and all that, don't get me wrong

but pills ain't shit

Agreed

Due to my adhd tho, I never been depressed

well that's a bonus

Mhmm

It's also detrimental, I could never feel sad when someone i cared about passed away

I always felt extremely awkward at funerals

and detached

what I feel like at funerals:

Same

the food is fantastic at funerals and weddings, but I hate weddings with a passion

I actively avoid weddings

I go for the food and to possibly fuck some rando bitch if I see any

the second part never happens, but I do like looking at the variety of cleavage and booty they loke showing off

@AngryWhiteGuy as he said, talk to her

You can still change things

It's more of a misunderstanding of her part related to you

Try to explain things

Tell her you need to get up to something that's good for both of you

Clearly she got too comfy about the idea of you ''carrying her on your back'' (my point of view)