Message from @edgyusername69

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Dunno if any of this makes sense of if I'm just rambling again

2020-03-01 22:03:02 UTC  

@насильственное убийство has a really good point. I think back to the one time i was actually concerned i fucked up and wasn't coming back. I cut my throat amd bled all over my moms house because some fucking female cheated on me while i was in crosspointe. If that isn't edgy emo shit, idk what is. I think back occasionally and sometimes wish i never showed her what i had done so idve bled out between i was found. Occasionally. Most of the time, im not smiling or happy, hell i probably look zombified most of the time. Through this, i still am so glad i survived through that fuck up.

As shortnik said, i really have grown attached to this group, and i think most of it is the fact that its a whole support system. Stay strong, king. We're here when you need us.

2020-03-01 22:27:05 UTC  

Ive.lost friends and aquantences to it as well. Weve all been affected.

2020-03-01 22:34:47 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/554191468747816962/683804457607233558/image0.jpg

2020-03-01 22:36:09 UTC  

Cbad

2020-03-01 22:36:13 UTC  

Fuck

2020-03-01 22:36:19 UTC  

Chad*

2020-03-01 22:47:25 UTC  

Only get to see my daughter for 2 hours each week currently
She slept the entire time this week
FeelsBadMan

2020-03-01 22:50:37 UTC  

Fuck man, i know that feeling. I haven't really been able to bond with her since i was kicked

2020-03-01 22:52:54 UTC  

She just turned 1 on the 25th

2020-03-01 22:53:02 UTC  

So she is just a babbby

2020-03-01 22:53:51 UTC  

But her mom is NOT in a spot to fight me in court, im simply too busy to see her more right now. Once i finish school and stabilize my career and some other shit, im getting joint custody

2020-03-01 22:56:02 UTC  

Shit man, Eradyss turns 3 in April.
Its gonna be a rather tough month.

Thats good to hear man. I wish you luck in this venture because generally the judge sides with women. Atleast from my experience.

Im in no position to be taking care of a kid rn because i don't even have a house and my memtal state is so fucked, i don't think i could physically handle it on my own. Maybe that's me limiting myself, but id rather her not know me and end up in a good spot than have a fucked childhood because her dad is nuts.

2020-03-01 22:56:29 UTC  

Thata good that you can recognize that

2020-03-01 22:56:59 UTC  

Amd nah, my judge we have is impartial thank god, he actually snapped at her 2 seperate times cause she doesnt know how to act in court

2020-03-01 22:58:02 UTC  

Ah, thats really good. Here, if you have a dick, you're just fucked

2020-03-01 22:58:23 UTC  

Granted everyone here is on meth and shouldn't have children

2020-03-01 22:59:35 UTC  

I got a GOOD lawyer. She cant afford a lawyer at all.

2020-03-01 23:00:08 UTC  

I mean, same for whwere.im at abt the meth

2020-03-01 23:00:48 UTC  

Id say you definitely have this man.

2020-03-01 23:02:45 UTC  
2020-03-01 23:02:54 UTC  

And it helps her mom.is on MY side.lmfao

2020-03-01 23:06:47 UTC  

Lmfao riiiiiip

2020-03-02 00:01:27 UTC  

Cauaw shes been an A hole about shit

2020-03-02 00:07:48 UTC  

I mean, my mom housed my ex and left me out on the street. Then claims that im the problem

2020-03-02 00:45:08 UTC  

It was Austin right?

2020-03-02 01:02:48 UTC  

This be the thread to talk about coronavirus prep? Because I think it’s coming to my part of the state rather soon, if not already

2020-03-02 01:02:52 UTC  

Whatpage

2020-03-02 01:03:15 UTC  

@Piv neg

2020-03-02 01:03:16 UTC  

Ill make a Fash Wave in his honor

2020-03-02 01:03:23 UTC  

Wait one

2020-03-02 01:03:43 UTC  

I just need a source pic

2020-03-02 01:04:09 UTC  

@Piv <#602915018417111041> sserve as a temp chat for it

2020-03-02 01:04:17 UTC  

suicide is gay

2020-03-02 01:04:20 UTC  

it sucks

2020-03-02 01:04:36 UTC  

especially when someone close to you takes their own life

2020-03-02 01:04:50 UTC  

I'm only 16 and I've had two close friends take their own lives

2020-03-02 01:07:25 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/554191468747816962/683842868347011078/image0.jpg

2020-03-02 01:07:40 UTC  

War crimes it is

2020-03-02 01:09:21 UTC  

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2020-03-02 01:10:16 UTC  

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