Message from @edgyusername69

Discord ID: 683810837483618350


I really care about all of you in the most genuine of ways

You're basically more family to me than my actual family

Dunno if any of this makes sense of if I'm just rambling again

2020-03-01 22:03:02 UTC  

@насильственное убийство has a really good point. I think back to the one time i was actually concerned i fucked up and wasn't coming back. I cut my throat amd bled all over my moms house because some fucking female cheated on me while i was in crosspointe. If that isn't edgy emo shit, idk what is. I think back occasionally and sometimes wish i never showed her what i had done so idve bled out between i was found. Occasionally. Most of the time, im not smiling or happy, hell i probably look zombified most of the time. Through this, i still am so glad i survived through that fuck up.

As shortnik said, i really have grown attached to this group, and i think most of it is the fact that its a whole support system. Stay strong, king. We're here when you need us.

2020-03-01 22:27:05 UTC  

Ive.lost friends and aquantences to it as well. Weve all been affected.

2020-03-01 22:34:47 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/554191468747816962/683804457607233558/image0.jpg

2020-03-01 22:36:09 UTC  

Cbad

2020-03-01 22:36:13 UTC  

Fuck

2020-03-01 22:36:19 UTC  

Chad*

2020-03-01 22:47:25 UTC  

Only get to see my daughter for 2 hours each week currently
She slept the entire time this week
FeelsBadMan

2020-03-01 22:50:37 UTC  

Fuck man, i know that feeling. I haven't really been able to bond with her since i was kicked

2020-03-01 22:52:54 UTC  

She just turned 1 on the 25th

2020-03-01 22:53:02 UTC  

So she is just a babbby

2020-03-01 22:53:51 UTC  

But her mom is NOT in a spot to fight me in court, im simply too busy to see her more right now. Once i finish school and stabilize my career and some other shit, im getting joint custody

2020-03-01 22:56:02 UTC  

Shit man, Eradyss turns 3 in April.
Its gonna be a rather tough month.

Thats good to hear man. I wish you luck in this venture because generally the judge sides with women. Atleast from my experience.

Im in no position to be taking care of a kid rn because i don't even have a house and my memtal state is so fucked, i don't think i could physically handle it on my own. Maybe that's me limiting myself, but id rather her not know me and end up in a good spot than have a fucked childhood because her dad is nuts.

2020-03-01 22:56:29 UTC  

Thata good that you can recognize that

2020-03-01 22:56:59 UTC  

Amd nah, my judge we have is impartial thank god, he actually snapped at her 2 seperate times cause she doesnt know how to act in court

2020-03-01 22:58:02 UTC  

Ah, thats really good. Here, if you have a dick, you're just fucked

2020-03-01 22:58:23 UTC  

Granted everyone here is on meth and shouldn't have children

2020-03-01 22:59:35 UTC  

I got a GOOD lawyer. She cant afford a lawyer at all.

2020-03-01 23:00:08 UTC  

I mean, same for whwere.im at abt the meth

2020-03-01 23:00:48 UTC  

Id say you definitely have this man.

2020-03-01 23:02:45 UTC  
2020-03-01 23:02:54 UTC  

And it helps her mom.is on MY side.lmfao

2020-03-01 23:06:47 UTC  

Lmfao riiiiiip

2020-03-02 00:01:27 UTC  

Cauaw shes been an A hole about shit

2020-03-02 00:07:48 UTC  

I mean, my mom housed my ex and left me out on the street. Then claims that im the problem

2020-03-02 00:45:08 UTC  

It was Austin right?

2020-03-02 01:02:48 UTC  

This be the thread to talk about coronavirus prep? Because I think it’s coming to my part of the state rather soon, if not already

2020-03-02 01:02:52 UTC  

Whatpage

2020-03-02 01:03:15 UTC  

@Piv neg

2020-03-02 01:03:16 UTC  

Ill make a Fash Wave in his honor

2020-03-02 01:03:23 UTC  

Wait one

2020-03-02 01:03:43 UTC  

I just need a source pic

2020-03-02 01:04:09 UTC  

@Piv <#602915018417111041> sserve as a temp chat for it

2020-03-02 01:04:17 UTC  

suicide is gay

2020-03-02 01:04:20 UTC  

it sucks

2020-03-02 01:04:36 UTC  

especially when someone close to you takes their own life

2020-03-02 01:04:50 UTC  

I'm only 16 and I've had two close friends take their own lives

2020-03-02 01:07:25 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/554191468747816962/683842868347011078/image0.jpg

2020-03-02 01:07:40 UTC  

War crimes it is