Calms me down.

Makes me chill.

I will say thank fucking God for cats

@coattailsandbowties hey how are your studies?

I use music mostly

Alcohol is social for me

I don't touch Alcohol

See I can't listen to music without bawling

@Firetechy lol funny guy

And drugs are just generally too expensive/hard to get

Weed just makes me anxious and lethargic, I stay away completely

Someone in my family got wet brain over it forgot everyone he knew and was dead a few months later

I'm dropping out for the rest of the year

morning @coattailsandbowties

I sucked on a girls toes last week

Aight @Mandy

@coattailsandbowties oh that isn't good

You checked steam today? @coattailsandbowties

I dunno, I'm cynical I know that nothing will make it feel better

Just time

I am glad I'm not a sociopath

@Firetechy realistically, with everything that's going on and the place my brain's in, it's best for me. And no not yet i just woke up from a nap

Can't be this sad and be a nutcase

Is Christmas really that big for you guys?

Not for me

@SerendipitŸ yeah dude, nothing will make the pain better but resolve and time and even that is sometimes just manageable.

It kinda makes me uncomfortable tbh

It depends on where you are and what your background is like

Yeah, it will never go away. I'm aware. I don't think I've loved anyone, including myself as much as I loved her. But I know she's calling me a fucking pussy for hurting

https://youtu.be/XWV8lxo-9_Y

this guy's channel is strangely engaging

Okay guys you have fun

also good morning

@Firetechy holy shit. Thanks mate. <:mylove:487987966988255247>

Morning

morning Leeroy

I've really been falling in love with bigclivedotcom

@coattailsandbowties say no more :)

bigclive is good

I got a job for a while need some money for myself

See you later