Message from @SerendipitŸ

Discord ID: 526726981207719955


2018-12-24 11:43:12 UTC  

Calms me down.

2018-12-24 11:43:16 UTC  

Makes me chill.

2018-12-24 11:43:22 UTC  

I will say thank fucking God for cats

2018-12-24 11:43:29 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties hey how are your studies?

2018-12-24 11:43:29 UTC  

I use music mostly

2018-12-24 11:43:34 UTC  

Alcohol is social for me

2018-12-24 11:43:48 UTC  

I don't touch Alcohol

2018-12-24 11:43:48 UTC  

See I can't listen to music without bawling

2018-12-24 11:43:52 UTC  

@Firetechy lol funny guy

2018-12-24 11:43:59 UTC  

And drugs are just generally too expensive/hard to get

2018-12-24 11:44:00 UTC  

Weed just makes me anxious and lethargic, I stay away completely

2018-12-24 11:44:01 UTC  

Someone in my family got wet brain over it forgot everyone he knew and was dead a few months later

2018-12-24 11:44:04 UTC  

I'm dropping out for the rest of the year

2018-12-24 11:44:15 UTC  
2018-12-24 11:44:18 UTC  

I sucked on a girls toes last week

2018-12-24 11:44:20 UTC  

Aight @Mandy

2018-12-24 11:44:20 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties oh that isn't good

2018-12-24 11:44:37 UTC  

You checked steam today? @coattailsandbowties

2018-12-24 11:44:44 UTC  

I dunno, I'm cynical I know that nothing will make it feel better

2018-12-24 11:44:47 UTC  

Just time

2018-12-24 11:44:58 UTC  

I am glad I'm not a sociopath

2018-12-24 11:45:03 UTC  

@Firetechy realistically, with everything that's going on and the place my brain's in, it's best for me. And no not yet i just woke up from a nap

2018-12-24 11:45:10 UTC  

Can't be this sad and be a nutcase

2018-12-24 11:45:21 UTC  

Is Christmas really that big for you guys?

2018-12-24 11:45:33 UTC  

Not for me

2018-12-24 11:45:44 UTC  

@SerendipitŸ yeah dude, nothing will make the pain better but resolve and time and even that is sometimes just manageable.

2018-12-24 11:45:53 UTC  

It kinda makes me uncomfortable tbh

2018-12-24 11:45:57 UTC  

It depends on where you are and what your background is like

2018-12-24 11:46:53 UTC  

Yeah, it will never go away. I'm aware. I don't think I've loved anyone, including myself as much as I loved her. But I know she's calling me a fucking pussy for hurting

2018-12-24 11:47:09 UTC  
2018-12-24 11:47:20 UTC  

this guy's channel is strangely engaging

2018-12-24 11:47:44 UTC  

Okay guys you have fun

2018-12-24 11:47:46 UTC  

also good morning

2018-12-24 11:47:50 UTC  

@Firetechy holy shit. Thanks mate. <:mylove:487987966988255247>

2018-12-24 11:47:52 UTC  

Morning

2018-12-24 11:47:54 UTC  

morning Leeroy

2018-12-24 11:47:55 UTC  

I've really been falling in love with bigclivedotcom

2018-12-24 11:48:03 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties say no more :)

2018-12-24 11:48:14 UTC  

bigclive is good

2018-12-24 11:48:25 UTC  

I got a job for a while need some money for myself

2018-12-24 11:48:28 UTC  

See you later