Uh sir that sounds like a bad trip

But like

Waiting to happen

Nah no such thing as a bad trip if your experienced

I hate myself for getting over heavy stuff easily

My granddad who's here is in the airforce, and my dad's dad was in the navy.

Just wasn't sunshine and rainbows

hopefully you didn't strengthen the neural pathways that feel that pain

It just bottles up over time and I hit a peak

People have different mechanisms

and freak out

I don't touch heavy stuff

yeah

Nah, I let go a lot

Only stuff I touch is weed.

It was healing

The very first thing he said when be woke up after having his stroke was his service number

I freak out over weed lmao

Calms me down.

Makes me chill.

I will say thank fucking God for cats

@coattailsandbowties hey how are your studies?

I use music mostly

Alcohol is social for me

I don't touch Alcohol

See I can't listen to music without bawling

@Firetechy lol funny guy

And drugs are just generally too expensive/hard to get

Weed just makes me anxious and lethargic, I stay away completely

Someone in my family got wet brain over it forgot everyone he knew and was dead a few months later

I'm dropping out for the rest of the year

morning @coattailsandbowties

I sucked on a girls toes last week

Aight @Mandy

@coattailsandbowties oh that isn't good

You checked steam today? @coattailsandbowties

I dunno, I'm cynical I know that nothing will make it feel better

Just time

I am glad I'm not a sociopath

@Firetechy realistically, with everything that's going on and the place my brain's in, it's best for me. And no not yet i just woke up from a nap

Can't be this sad and be a nutcase