Message from @SerendipitŸ
Discord ID: 526726686251810817
My granddad who's here is in the airforce, and my dad's dad was in the navy.
Just wasn't sunshine and rainbows
hopefully you didn't strengthen the neural pathways that feel that pain
It just bottles up over time and I hit a peak
People have different mechanisms
and freak out
I don't touch heavy stuff
yeah
Nah, I let go a lot
Only stuff I touch is weed.
It was healing
The very first thing he said when be woke up after having his stroke was his service number
I freak out over weed lmao
Calms me down.
Makes me chill.
I will say thank fucking God for cats
@coattailsandbowties hey how are your studies?
I use music mostly
Alcohol is social for me
I don't touch Alcohol
@Firetechy lol funny guy
And drugs are just generally too expensive/hard to get
Weed just makes me anxious and lethargic, I stay away completely
Someone in my family got wet brain over it forgot everyone he knew and was dead a few months later
I'm dropping out for the rest of the year
morning @coattailsandbowties
I sucked on a girls toes last week
Aight @Mandy
@coattailsandbowties oh that isn't good
You checked steam today? @coattailsandbowties
I dunno, I'm cynical I know that nothing will make it feel better
Just time
I am glad I'm not a sociopath
@Firetechy realistically, with everything that's going on and the place my brain's in, it's best for me. And no not yet i just woke up from a nap
Can't be this sad and be a nutcase
Is Christmas really that big for you guys?
Not for me
@SerendipitŸ yeah dude, nothing will make the pain better but resolve and time and even that is sometimes just manageable.
It kinda makes me uncomfortable tbh
It depends on where you are and what your background is like