It would've died either way, it was to febile to even be given help

I still feel guilt

I don't like to go out of my way to interfere with nature

but if I see an injured animal I like to atleast try to help

Ah sadly you can't change what happens to a wild animal when it is abandoned

Especially when it's a baby bird

I used to intern at a vet clinic for like a year and a half

jesus that job created a lot of feels stories

fells bad man

Humans naturally feel for most things not human

The shittiest part about putting down animals, is that every single one of them knows they are about to die.

It doesnt matter how old, what breed, hell even what species

They always know

That being said putting down an animal is 1000x easier than not putting down an animal

I've met some really stupid owners who refuse to put their animals down cause its "my daughters favorite cat" or some bullshit

Imagine watching a cat litterally pissing itself to death because it has liver failure, and all you can do is pump it full of fluids and IV and stick it in a cage while it loses lbs of weight by the hour

Ah fuck man

That hit close to home

Thats a specific case btw, I remember him clearly. Cuddles, or as I liked to call him "cuddles the anti-cuddle cat" he wasn't the most friendly cat but neither would if I was in that scenario, he got pretty mello during the last day. But one thing that sticks out about cuddles case is that it was the first time I really wish an animal would just die. I remember I came into the holding area and saw him lying lifeless in his cage and I thought to myself "Please be dead, please just be dead cuddles." but alas when I came to the cage the stuborn bastard poked his little head up and slowly opened his eyes to tell me wasnt dead

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gFaVJLJGog

"Air Traffic Control, this is Rich requesting flyby."

"Negative Ghost Rider, the pattern is full."

*chuckles*

"...I'm gonna call it a night and take a nose dive"

"I just want you to whisper sweet nothings into my ear"

This image is such an a e s t h e t i c Background

I love aesthetic shit

Found a better on imo

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Probably best to crop out the black bars

needs to be higher res

You have a massive monitor or something?

(852x639)

I think if that's massive to you, you literally live in the 90s

Guess I just don’t care about quality

Don't know where else to put this so here goes.

>Be me lately
>Realize I'm on the backside of my 20s, almost 30
>Jobs have been a dead end since 2014, enough to get by and be reasonably comfortable but always mind numbing
>think going to college for engineering might help but not holding my breath
>Talk to current job owner about future at company for about half an hour, pretty much tells me that if I stay I'll just have more bullshit without any real pay increase
>Realize that even if I manage to get an actual engineering job (between age and "lack of experience" my chances are slim) by time I'm making any real money I'll be approaching retirement
>Have gf who wants kids but knows that quality of life will be shit since more than likely will be just one income and should we break up I'll get bent over by the courts
>Can't hero myself due to family and political reasons
>Can't just move due to financial reasons and "muh responsibility"
How TF do normal people deal with midlife crises?

@Ardentwolf what being something like an electrician? They are well paying. Ask your gf if she could get a job while you go to college