CALL HER ASS OUT

BE LIKE "BITCH DIDN'T YOU SAY U WAS A LESBO"

Maybe I will

If you do that would be a chad move not finna lie

When/if she tells me (I'm not supposed to know, heard it from multiple other people) I'll just be like "wait I thought you weren't into dudes"

I know it's real cos I read her texts over my mates shoulder earlier and she said some shit that made no sense out of context but now I know they're dating makes sense

So I'm not just being trolled

Tell us how it goes when you do it fam

So Temp, any news on your crisis?

Not yet

you doing good nigga?

Well kinda my aubt has been considered mentally stable to start working again which is a good sign

great

A court case to establish whether or not she can visit her child will be held on may 9th and if she checks out mentally she'll be able to do 3 hour visits

eBIN.

Personally i feel much better than yesterday like i mentioned in general

But imma keep my guard up tho knowing the bullshit that can be thrown at me sometimes

finally some good news

good for you nibblar

Jesus

We've got 'Benji: The Hunted' on TV at lunch

It's like an hour and a half of this dog lost in the woods, protecting some cougar Cubs, fighting a timber wolf and other shit

Entire film is depressing as fuck

It's implied he survives the film, but it doesn't even give a concrete ending

Like the dogs owner finds him and shit fades to credits as he starts to land the helicopter

All of the animals acting is great though

Though I am reasonably sure the phrase "no animals were harmed in the making of this film" applies

Considering that he's fighting a wolf and dodges so the fucker goes flying off a cliff

https://youtu.be/usJq3ke7ke8

@noobypropmaker you'll be in my rosary and in my prayers

Shit, I've just realized that I'm not necessarily afraid of the future, I'm afraid of not knowing what exactly to expect

i think ive gone through so much trauma that i think my true emotions will never see the light of day

why do i feel so empty

Shit man

I don't even know if I have true emotions at all
I feel like everything I do, everything I feel, every choice I make is artificial and only a response, or an attemt to adapt to, the environment I'm in, and I don't even know what my "true" nature would be and if there even is one
I haven't had too much childhood trauma or anything, maybe it's just consequences of being a non-high-functioning autist and drinking almost every day for 2 years straight, as I think alcohol can cause brain damage and possibly even schizophrenia

I overthink shit constantly, which leads me to believe I don't have any sort of "natural" thoughts or emotions and my mind is just testing everything I can think of, trying out what could cause the best, or sometimes just the first acceptable, outcome in any given situation

jesus ok this is much worse than me

I miss being home

I miss my life

I miss my family

You aight bud?