Message from @Busto
Discord ID: 613328199828635659
Who @Deleted User
Same @Deleted User (my gf)
RIP... never again will I find a female
/k/ommando
I had a dream last night that I saw the birth of my son
It was surreal, I had a beautiful gf who was pregnant. Prior to her giving birth I had to help fight a giant monster. When that was done we rushed the baby to the hospital and I got to hold him. So I guess I didn’t actually see him be born but still
I was overcome with peace and love for my son and gf, I felt so connected and protective of them, especially our child
Then I woke up and felt kinda sad
In the same dream I had gotten into a big fight with my dad but we made up, so it’s weird, it’s like the mantle of father hood was passed down, like my dream was telling me to focus on being a good dad, idk
You know what you must do right?
You must kill Yao Ming (the giant) 9 months into your girlfriend's pregnancy.
But for real, nice dream.
Last night I had a dream of being in the back of a car having my mother drive and it got on the topic of Hera from Greek Mythology and apparently her "representation" looked creepy as fuck in that dream.
Like 5 heads and green skin, just eerie.
Still remember having a dream where i realised i was in a dream, and then immediately waking up right after
Safe to say i was annoyed
I feel like every time I'm in a dream I know and that I still dream.
For me I'll only remember the dream if it's really realistic or if there's people i recognize (ex. The dreams where i get shot and die)
The sad part of it all is that I don’t have a gf
Don't worry you'll find one eventually fam
Bros I just want it to end
Spending most of my life working away, country is edging towards a collapse, no meaningful relationships or sense of belonging
I'm just going because of momentum
you just have to keep going, it'll get better
So they say
The follow up to when they're wrong is "oh well"
life can be unforgiving, i clearly can't deny that but it's worth it to stay and make the most of it
Life sucks ass at times but you’ll never be able to do anything or enjoy anything if you die
I get it man
But you got to keep moving
This is me when I had a sad ass dream
God
I fucking hate that shit
Every time i wake up i have a existential crisis and i spend 20 minutes stuck in bed
im literally living groundhog day, the last few years are mentally compounded into like a few months
^
i should make a song about that
every time you wake up its like mining a bitcoin, processing life and existence becomes slightly harder
sometimes when i think of decent plots that are interesting and modern i think about believing that delusion to cure my unrest and give a little blissful ignorance to my life
My boyfriend of 2 years just left me for a girl from his work