Every time i wake up i have a existential crisis and i spend 20 minutes stuck in bed

im literally living groundhog day, the last few years are mentally compounded into like a few months

^

i should make a song about that

every time you wake up its like mining a bitcoin, processing life and existence becomes slightly harder

sometimes when i think of decent plots that are interesting and modern i think about believing that delusion to cure my unrest and give a little blissful ignorance to my life

My boyfriend of 2 years just left me for a girl from his work

Pretty crushed rn

bruh

get meme'd on furry

Damn dats tuff

I don't have words rn tbh

I'm very sorry to hear, it sounds like it came as a surprise

Yeah, he's bi and I had a feeling he's been into her for a while, just really hoped it wouldn't turn out this way

Damn. Hope things turn out better fam

Yeah, just sitting here at home, might take off work tomorrow

It may be healthy if your work isn't fun. A day to coalesce your thoughts and recover

Yeah

I need a day to recover

Been crying for hours tbh

That's understandable, try to get some extra sleep and find something you enjoy to do tommorow

Nature walk, book, craft hobby

something to take your mind off obsessing over it too much

at least while you're in a highly emotional state

sorry about that man

i'd be lying if I said it gets better soon

Hey remember how.i said everytime something good happens to me some bullshit happens that causes me to rethink everything

That's me with my car rn

This shits gay

what happun

Uh figured out the real problem with the car was the fucking motor is cracked

So we'll need to buy a new car

big oof my guy, that sucks

if you can, buy something in cash, even if it's a bit of a shitbox

this fall is looking like a deep reccesion so taking any sort of loan could be fatal to your finances

Don't worry my fam got 2000 from selling off my sisters shitty car, so we shouldn't have a problem getting a new one

It's the silver linings I'm keeping my eye on from now on

We plan on selling the broken car as well, everything else on it is fine, the engine is just fucked, so we might be able to get 1000 out of it

Couldn't you replace the engine?

That's what my mother did when hers got fucked.

im guessing it would have cost more to replace the engine than just selling it as a roller, he said "shitty car" so prolly that.