God

Why is getting a job this terrifying

Same

I was always nervous as fuck for a job interview

I don't even have an interview I start next week

Why is it so scary

Your soul craves freedom my son a job just holds you down

Yes the freedom to stay home and beat your meat while sliding into a neurotic depression

https://youtu.be/2ZcBU8TZ44Y

https://youtu.be/G_UHknhNbAQ

This is the core of my perdicament

Fuckin nanny state man

How my clown ass feels as my confidence slowly increases and my social skills begin to improve

Honestly tempted on taking a cheat day again and going to see how well my social skills can hold up but idk

Fuck it cheat day it is, barley ate anything anyways

Every day is cheat day when you're a fat cunt like me
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Maybe if you stopped taking cheatdays you could fix that issue

hmm....nah

@noobypropmaker not here for a long time nigga. We're here for a good time.

I need to learn to stop having expectations. I’ve never had an issue with it until now.

I keep expecting things, and they don’t happen. I keep taking considerations as plans—things that will for certain happen. When they don’t, I am consistently let down and disappointed. I don’t know how to stop and how to keep my own personal happiness from relying on others

I keep finding myself taking things I’m told as gospel. I keep expecting these things, and when the time comes and they don’t follow through, I’m crushed.

I can’t stop. It’s affecting my relationships.

It’s happened so much that the little things are now enough to set me off edge. I’m just so done with everything

I just want someone to be with me right now. I feel so alone. Everyone is asleep. I want my mom right now. I want to hug her because I haven’t done that in a long time.. I had a fight with her today, too—pretty sure she cried.

I’m just fucking AAAAAG

It's fitting that allot of sleep aids and some melatonin supplements are Blue pills

You wake up, and you belive what you want to belive.

Wait what

I just found it a funny coincidence, haha

Need to sell "The Blue Pill" Where its just a blue clear pill thats a sleep aid, and a "The Red Pill" That's just caffine in a red clear pill.

Only could sell it in small volumes at small venues though because im sure Warner Bros will assfuck me

I'm pretty sure it's not intentional. Though knowing Zog, it probably is.

Since blue is supposed to be a pacifying color and calming

Yeah, not accually *blue pill*, its been blue since before the matrix

Need to do what matrix did and get a couple cool comic book nerds to help write and direct a film / movie / documentary just for fun

I know we have Sheep

I wanna be happy but can't right now.

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Not because of anything, I just feel sad.

Or uh lonely.

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I want to be able to afford shit I actually want like a Switch or just even some rubber for a controller, but I can't because I have no job and I don't wanna get a job until I lose some weight and I always bail on that shit.