Yeah, not accually *blue pill*, its been blue since before the matrix

Need to do what matrix did and get a couple cool comic book nerds to help write and direct a film / movie / documentary just for fun

I know we have Sheep

I wanna be happy but can't right now.

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Not because of anything, I just feel sad.

Or uh lonely.

Or fuck if I know <:KEK:465443054254424065>

I want to be able to afford shit I actually want like a Switch or just even some rubber for a controller, but I can't because I have no job and I don't wanna get a job until I lose some weight and I always bail on that shit.

I mean yeah I could get a job right now but idk what's stopping me, something to do with self consciousness, or lack of social skill?

But sometimes, it really do be like that tho.

Lose weight then nibba

Willpower is the only thing that is stopping that

I'm trying to avoid sugars and drink only water or unsweetened tea. It's difficult af

Diet is the most important part of losing weight (obviously work out as well but yeah)

Yeet

Is true, used to not be fat, currently fixing many issues, once things are more stable I intend to fix body

Or maybe I'll use my fat when food runs out during boogaloo

Whatever comes first

You know, under the recent times of political turmoil I was getting really depressed because it seemed to boil down to choosing to be a Communist or a Nazi with no middle ground.

I have found a new path, akin to Poland.
No Communists
No Nazi
Only Americans.

In this, I feel pride I have never felt before, and a new path open to me.

https://is2.4chan.org/pol/1566654858700.png

@Deleted User Getting fresh air and physical activity helps allot with that down feeling. Sunlight, too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_7SnknvQxA Pretty relevent

Is that the tunnel to a second world where everything is dead or am I thinking of the wrong one

Yeah

And if you come back through the tunnel you bring the death back to your world

>call up walm about application
>tell me to call back on monday when the person in charge of aplicants is in
>call up cvs
>same shit

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How old are you btw? @noobypropmaker

20

Not so much oof

You got a future ahead of you

I was working at chikfila at 19 so not bad, I guess you gotta settle for the bullshit jobs at first

Pretty much

Start small then work your way up

If you don't plan on going to college, go technical, get certifications, get into manufacturing get up the chain of command, survive the operator level bs for a few years, volunteer for shit, work extra hard, show interest in maintenance, engeneering, machining, calibration etc...

You'll get up there

Or do trucking in you got no home life, no wife and kids etc...

Work hard and build a future