https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RARli-Pufvw Incredibly depressing

Thank you doggor for the support and advice

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@country doggo I suggest doing a professional course on diesel mechanics

You'll like it

And learn a lot

Will look into it

Feels nice to help out in the garden today, helped make my peeps a lot happier.

My friend was just a social drinker a few months ago and now he's pretty much an alcoholic. God fucking damnit I hate this shit I dont want to lose another person to booze.

I need to stop drinking

I drank almost every day when I was home

Just taper it off slowly if you're dependent. Unless you got a good reason, there should be no reason to drink.

Just makes me feel good

I've heard that so many times it's not funny anymore.

God I'm gonna die out here

Gotta make yourself a long-term plan to work towards and look foward too, otherwise you start thinking of shit like that

https://youtu.be/uHaHnWVS5Uw

We forgot lads
https://youtu.be/3F0BYReH3RA

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#1

I need a new job

Why?

It's too physically stressful for me and I'm convinced everyone hates me

Kitchen work is a pain, yes

My attractionto my coworker won't ever be reciprocated either and that makes me want to kill myself, I can feel him distancing himself from me and it feels really bad

We have to do the dishes for approximately 3 restaurants as a 3 person team

It's too much

Thats okay. I know that sounds shit, but that feeling is something you risk every time you put yourself out there for anything

Better to get to know when its not everything on the line

And better to know for sure if a dream can be tangible

To be left guessing is hell too

The only positive affirmation in my life is my cat

cat

He won't say

It's stupid, im dumb

cats > real life

Sat in my car for an hour and cried uncontrollably and dissociated, clocked out 2 hours early like a pussy

First couple times are rough

If i get brain damage to the point of not understanding the most basic concepts can i be happy knowing disability pays rent

I want another job, it's too much

Clocking out of cognition one vaccine at a time.