My friend was just a social drinker a few months ago and now he's pretty much an alcoholic. God fucking damnit I hate this shit I dont want to lose another person to booze.

I need to stop drinking

I drank almost every day when I was home

Just taper it off slowly if you're dependent. Unless you got a good reason, there should be no reason to drink.

Just makes me feel good

I've heard that so many times it's not funny anymore.

God I'm gonna die out here

Gotta make yourself a long-term plan to work towards and look foward too, otherwise you start thinking of shit like that

https://youtu.be/uHaHnWVS5Uw

We forgot lads
https://youtu.be/3F0BYReH3RA

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I need a new job

Why?

It's too physically stressful for me and I'm convinced everyone hates me

Kitchen work is a pain, yes

My attractionto my coworker won't ever be reciprocated either and that makes me want to kill myself, I can feel him distancing himself from me and it feels really bad

We have to do the dishes for approximately 3 restaurants as a 3 person team

It's too much

Thats okay. I know that sounds shit, but that feeling is something you risk every time you put yourself out there for anything

Better to get to know when its not everything on the line

And better to know for sure if a dream can be tangible

To be left guessing is hell too

The only positive affirmation in my life is my cat

cat

He won't say

It's stupid, im dumb

cats > real life

Sat in my car for an hour and cried uncontrollably and dissociated, clocked out 2 hours early like a pussy

First couple times are rough

If i get brain damage to the point of not understanding the most basic concepts can i be happy knowing disability pays rent

I want another job, it's too much

Clocking out of cognition one vaccine at a time.

That i cant weigh in on

Wouldnt hurt trying to land a lower stress job while your still working

I want out of where I am, have for years. I like my boss, but I'm just burnt as fuck on the job. Absolute zombie at work.

I'm sorry to hear sheep. Sorry about what happened between yoi and your co-worker, and i hope you're able to get a new jon if you do decied to quit your current one..but please for the love of god don't kill yourself over one guy

I dont think she will

You never know sometimes

Just new to the faggot organ that is the heart

Not heart