Message from @A Pesky Sæxon
Discord ID: 637107441007591448
same tbh
Think this is the pill I've taken since july
indeed
I feel like emotions terribly spent. Ive raised a church into a cathedral but I myself sunk in the mud as the result of supporting it.
Why do I feel like I should be recognized? Why is jealousy kicking in? Or is it fear? Maybe fear is masking itself as jealousy - so it can get me to believe everything will be okay.
A simple emotion - within a night, has changed me.
I pushed someone out so far to where I’m just a simple hello now, a fond memory.
It’s my fault. I wallow in my own creation.
This is the final step to absolution. The lonely road.
It’s eerily inviting but I don’t know if I should take that leap and abandon the old and embrace solidarity
I need to confine myself somehow, from these people to prevent further damage.
I wish I could just man up and apologize thoroughly.
The coming days are going to be hard and I don’t think I’ll get any better until the 27th. Only then will I get recognition. I want something verbal - I want somebody to tell me they truly love me, somebody close to me so I can have that support.
God I might be depressed.
Christ guide me in these perilous hours.
Don't worry Maine, you'll get there soon enough.
We all can make it, that includes you.
I just want to be respected. No more airless compliments.
Damn it man
I feel like Arthur Morgan
You'll be alright, we've all felt this way at one point. You can get through this
I’m suppose to be excited for my birthday but I’m prepared for dread
People only like me out of pity. I’m treated like a hazard - a literal autist in public.
Maybe this is what it feels like to be autistic? Maybe they just don’t know?
When's your birthday?
It’s on the 27th of this month
I need to celebrate Alfred’s feast day as well which is on the 26th
3 more days.
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Good luck brother/\.
I know the feeling dude
My birthday is in two weeks, and I'm just meh about the whole thing
First half of 2019. Hard to belive all that shit happened in a matter of what? 4 months
What did your cousin try to blackmail one of your friends for?
Threatend to kill herself if he didn't go on a date with her
What a cunt
I know
That cps shit with my aunt made me relise how much of a manipulative bitch she is
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