Message from @noobypropmaker
Discord ID: 637109839117549571
indeed
I feel like emotions terribly spent. Ive raised a church into a cathedral but I myself sunk in the mud as the result of supporting it.
Why do I feel like I should be recognized? Why is jealousy kicking in? Or is it fear? Maybe fear is masking itself as jealousy - so it can get me to believe everything will be okay.
A simple emotion - within a night, has changed me.
I pushed someone out so far to where I’m just a simple hello now, a fond memory.
It’s my fault. I wallow in my own creation.
This is the final step to absolution. The lonely road.
It’s eerily inviting but I don’t know if I should take that leap and abandon the old and embrace solidarity
I need to confine myself somehow, from these people to prevent further damage.
I wish I could just man up and apologize thoroughly.
The coming days are going to be hard and I don’t think I’ll get any better until the 27th. Only then will I get recognition. I want something verbal - I want somebody to tell me they truly love me, somebody close to me so I can have that support.
God I might be depressed.
Christ guide me in these perilous hours.
Don't worry Maine, you'll get there soon enough.
We all can make it, that includes you.
I just want to be respected. No more airless compliments.
Damn it man
I feel like Arthur Morgan
I am afraid.
I’m suppose to be excited for my birthday but I’m prepared for dread
People only like me out of pity. I’m treated like a hazard - a literal autist in public.
Maybe this is what it feels like to be autistic? Maybe they just don’t know?
When's your birthday?
It’s on the 27th of this month
I need to celebrate Alfred’s feast day as well which is on the 26th
3 more days.
<:YaaY:512039594108256257>
Good luck brother/\.
I know the feeling dude
My birthday is in two weeks, and I'm just meh about the whole thing
First half of 2019. Hard to belive all that shit happened in a matter of what? 4 months
What did your cousin try to blackmail one of your friends for?
Threatend to kill herself if he didn't go on a date with her
What a cunt
I know
That cps shit with my aunt made me relise how much of a manipulative bitch she is
<:sadtard:556699705153945620>
Amerikek, you can do it. You'll just need to first stop procrastinating and just do it